yali galbi yanbith ib ismich. xx

This is FICTION.
I made it up:p!
7asait yabeela post chethy 3ogob ams!
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Do you know how it feels?
Being here all alone.
Looking at my phone waiting for your reply.
Waiting for a call, a message, anything.
Just to let me know that you're here for me.
Knowing that you left me, but still I have the faith that you're coming back. Back in my life.
Back to what we were.
We were the happiest people alive.
No one would believe that you were perfect.
But just so you know you are perfect in my eyes.
You used to hold me tight in your arms.
You used to be my one and only.
Well, for me, you'll always be.
You used to call me 'Princess' and you were my prince.
I wish that you know what's happening to me.
Every once in a while I would wish that I said i love you before i shut the phone.
I love the way you show me how you missed me.
I love the way you describe me.
I love the way you made me smile.
I love the way you looked at me.
I love the way you smiled at me.
I love the way you sang to me.
I love the way you were here for me.
I wish I never let you go.
I wish that i have held you in my heart.
I don't to live a day without you.
Cause someone like you is impossible to find, well, there's no one like you. You are one of a kind.
You know how I felt when you called?
It was like I touched the moon and came back.
Thats how I would describe my happiness.
It was over the top.
I couldn't resist you.
I picked it up with butterlies filling up my stomach.
I haven't heard your voice since last night.
I know, I know, its a really short time to miss someone.
But you're not any someone.
You're my someone.
Noorti
Yousefii
7abeeebti i'm sorry ilyoom i didn't call or msg
3adi wala yhimik, and don't be, bas where were you? I was worried. Ghanatii, walla madri shagoulich bas ilwalid dash elmostashfa
Is he okay? I'm so sorry that I didn't call, walla i thought that you were upset or something. I didn't know pls.....
Shfeech??? Don't be sorry 7abeebtii, elmohem entay bkhair. w bishray elwalid 6ala3 mn elmostashfa gabel shway w el7amdila ma fee ela el3afya.. I feel guilty laish i didn't call you, w i was waiting for you to call.. I thought .. you didn't want to talk to me no more.
Afaaaaa.. ana mabeech? Wana agdar 3ala fragich? Ma tadreen shkithir walhan 3alaich cheni sina mo shayfich wala mkalmich. You're the reason for who i am right now. Lowllach ya galbi chan ana al7een waiin..
9ijj Yousef?
Wana meta chathabt 3alaich?
La bas I thought that I was any kind of girl.
Any kind of girl? You're not any kind, ya rou7 Yousef entay. Wallaa enich ghalya 3alay.. mabeech ib ay yoom takhtheen elfikra enich entay ay wa7da! entay ghalyityyy, entay thahab naderrr, mo bas nader ela ma ye6la3 ela mara fee el3umr, entay kely ya ba3ad ahali kelhom.
7abeeeebi, walla madri shasawi mn ghairik.. ma tadri sh9aar feeni wenta bas ma kalamtik the whole day:( wallaaaa za3aaalttt.
tiz3ileen wana mawjoudd?:*** 7abeeebtiii Inshalla ma titkarar waw3idiichh yali galbi yanbith ib ismich:*****

Lw jima3t 3a6fi w shougi w lahfiti w dagat khafougi
yi6la3 ilnatij a7ibik a7ibik ma chithabt w rabii fouuugiii :**
mn ashuffikk 6aar 3agli , wikhtalaf louni w shakli
ya 7abeebi w ree7at ahli w nathiry , w sam3ii
lw 3a6ouni ma 3a6ouni mn knooz w khayarounii
ma abi ghairik 7abeebi w ma tanazal 3an 7egougiii;)

So there's a moral in this story! Ina elghayib 3ithra ma3ah. Don't feel that you're not wanted or anything. But you have to just wait. Lil9abir akhir;)
There are ALOT of people who are like this character, just C H I L L.
And If they really don't want you, they don't deserve you;).
And they were engaged thats why it's a big deal with her, but even though!

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madri laish bas it made me laugh:p 7asait ina shda3wa he didn't talk to you bas mn ams w chethy mayta?!:p ahahah! bas la 7aram she loves him!:[

you.

ma rid lil jamra washeelaha ib kafi jara7tiny mara wathinaha takfii
wilnafs laih 3afat KILSHAY tshoufa mur
yakfeeha ma shafat khalni ib 7ayatii 7uurr
laaaa laa marid lil jamraa..
baini w bain nafsi 9a3ba 3alay arja3
shift elwifa mansi wil6eeba matinfaa33
3a6aitik galb ma7din sikan nabtha
wkil hal 7ob ma7aitaa fee la7thaa!!
kint ib ba7ar 3ainii
w ahdaabi lik marsa
shay inkisar feeni w mn el9a3ib ansa
khada3tny inttt
jarni ilwalah 9oubiiik
w tali ilwakttt 3araft ana 3youbiik!!

ILNAFS LAIH 3AFAAAT KIL SHAY TSHOUFAA MURR !!!

Who are you to judge me?
To tell me what I can and what I cannot do?
Do you know who you are?
You are the one that left me when I needed you.
You left me when I was all alone.
You left me when I was young.
You left me when I was lost.
I had no one by my side.
I went through everything all alone.
And now you come and judge me.
Tell me that I can't do it?
You think it was easy all by my self?
Do you know what it means when you lose someone?
Do you know how I felt?
Have you ever asked yourself what have I gave her?
and NO ! Not money! I never said you didn't give me any.
I never said that I wasn't spoilt.
I know that always got what I want.
But just one thing that I would always pray for from the bottom of my heart and I never got.
You know what?
Your love.

ihee elayaaam, ihee elayaam
itray7ik tinsaani, tibti3id 3anii
ihee el ayam, ihee elayamm
t3athbik, tijeenii w ta3tithir mnii
trou7 w tijeeni int tilgaani mithel ma kint
w 7obi lik matghayra el ayaamm, w ihee elayaam
ya mur elayaaam, w 7ubik amar mnha
w 3oodik awhaam is'alni bas 3anha
9a3ba ti7ib insaan wyitjahilik taali
w lw beedi elnisyan ma kan tha 7alii....

Will you ever think about me?
Will you ever say that you're sorry?
Will you ever change?
Will you love me the way you love them?
Will you treat the way you treat them?
I always knew that you aren't this good.
You always talk, saying you have the perfect life, family, and like everything is moving perfectly but do you know who lives in that house?
I do.
Do you know who I am?
I am the one who stood by your side.
I am the one that helped you out all along.
I am the one that would never leave you when you needed me.
I am the one who would stay up all night just to make sure that you're alright.
I am the one that cried when I saw you in pain.
I am the one that would never leave.
I am the one that listened to you, even if it was something silly.
I am the one that would comfort you.
That's me.
And what do I get?
Nothing.
You just break my heart.
You leave me like this, as if you never did me wrong.
And now you're talking to me as if i misunderstood you.
No, I didn't.
I knew exactly what you said.
I understand it completely.
I understand you very well.
I also know you very well.
When you're angry and you say something.
That is really what you mean,
It came straight from your heart.

And do you know me?
Ofcourse not!
You don't even know when I'm sad or happy.
You don't know what my dislikes and likes are.
But, I want to tell you one of my dislikes:
YOU!
What can I say more?
I never want to admit that Iloveyou.

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Hello,

Truthiiee;* Thank you 7abeebtii walla entay testahlaiin akthaarr!:*
Thank you 7ag everyone whos reading and commenting.. although there are readers without comments:p ham thank you;*

Ana insana 7ail 7ail mizda7ma (if thats a word:p), 'Hope' w 'And She Calls This Living' are going to be continued Insh'Allah, bas meta? Summer! 'is it you?' I sure will finish it too..


BUT

I can't right now! Why?:p Cause Im going on a mini trip:$! With? 7amadi:$
Why now and not wait until summer? 7amadi has to work:), yes and me? I'll be posting all the waaaaaaaaaaaay :D !

So? We're leaving tonight, I know 7ail bser33a:p he didn't tell me where we're heading but insh'Allah please id3aw wiyay ina ily ib baly ! Bas we're going to more than one place:D, around Europe! Can't wait, 7adi mishta6aa! 7amady was like " Walla mako soog wala shay, mani mwadeech yananteeniii:p" and I'm like "Thats what i'm aiming for"!:p

Remember him? He was the one annoying me? AHAHAA NOW ITS MY TURN *devil*! Walla 9ij like we do pranks on eachother, ba3dain izifni w ana bas ath7ak w he does pranks that are way out of my mind. i won't even think of them! I would just run to khalti and tell her and she would "zif" him:p, wallaa china yahaall!:p bas akhir shay i love him, ALOT! wallaa 7abeeebyyy ;**

3ad mn zeman we didn't spend time with eachother:( bas insh'Allah we'll have the best mini trip ever. He called it "mini" ma3ana its like a whole month? madri:p ELMOHIM, I'll miss you guys alot wallaaaaaa;*****
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is it you? 5

Fajer had a blast with her friends. She hugged them all cause they were all leaving tonight. They were travelling with their families.

Fajer went with her friends outside and as her friends drove of she shouted

Fajer: I LOVE YOU!

and thats when the whole Duwaniya turned to face her. The door was opened and the guys were sleeping there. The Duwaniya was the kind when the whole thing is glass so they can see everything and she can see them.

She quickly ran inside the house.

Fajer: aahhhh fashla fashla fashlaa !! why do i have to have these kinds of moments!?!? oooffff ams w khala9na ba3ad elyoom!!! i have to get out of here.!

Fajer called up her cousins and they decided they would go out for lunch. Fajer had three very close cousins. Dana, Ghalia, and Farah were going to meet up with Fajer in Nino Ba7ar.

So, Fajer takes a shower, blowdryd her hair, and applied simple make-up. Eye-liner, mascara, and her ruby lipstick which looked amazing with her tanned skin. She wore her pink puffy dress from Designer's Lounge with her silver high heels. She looked breath-taking.

Fajer told the maids that she's heading out, grabbed her keys and went outside. She opened her car door and when she did a paper fell from the handle. She took it and started her engine. Her phone rang so she forgot to check whats in the paper, and kept on talking on the phone to Nino.

She arrived at Nino and went inside. She went inside and all eyes on her. She saw a couple of girls she knew, she chatted a little and went to her cousins. She hasn't seen them in ages. They caught up with everything.

Contact information:
Name:Dana Al-X (Uncle Hamad)
Date of birth:June,9,1991(19)
Occupation:Student at ACK
Relationship Status: Inlove with Yousif Al-X
Comments:Cute, any guy can fall for her kindness.

Contact information:
Name:Ghalia Al-X (Auntie Huda)
Date of birth:February,9,1990(20)
Occupation:Student at KU
Relationship Status: Inlove with Jasim Al-X
Comments: Stunning.

Contact information:
Name:Farah Al-X (Auntie Khalda)
Date of birth:March,10,1991(19)
Occupation:Student at ACK
Relationship Status: Inlove with Fahad Al-X
Comments: Beautiful face.

As you can see, they are all in a relationship except for Fajer.

Fajer didn't want any man. She wanted a REAL man! She wanted the guy that would make her happy, always happy. She wanted him for safety, for love. She wanted a man that would say beautiful words that would make her melt and mean it. She wanted a very educated man with very handsome looks. She wanted everything that was perfect. She simply wanted a person that doesn't exist in Kuwait. (MO KILHOM:p there are exceptions:p). So, she wanted a fairytale like you know the Disney type of fairytales. (tara 9ij walla ywansoun:p lail7een ashoufhom!)



They told her how they loved their hubbys and all. She would just listen. The whole time they would be texting them and when theyre not they would be talking about them. Fajer would say "Uuuf, mo m9adgeen they have a boyfriend!" in her head the whole time. You know she never knew what they felt because she never tried. By then, they finished eating and still talking about them. Until it was time for them to leave.

Fajer: ta3laaw namaw 3endi akhaff brou7ii !! :D
Dana: i'm in !
Farah: me too !
Ghalia: umm, i have to ask Jasim first !
Fajer:elnas egoloun i have to ask my parents w entay Jasim !
Ghalia:what? ya3ni can't I listen to him?:p a7ibaaaaa *shy face*
Fajer: ewwwww:p
Ghalia: Jelousy kills you know?;)
Fajer: ugh, me? jelous? r u kidding me?:p

and she walked away talking to Jasim.

Fajer: is it this bad?:p
Dana & Farah: always !
Fajer: don't get me started:p you're no better than her!
Dana: trying to cover up yourself, eyh?;):p
Fajer: whatever:p

as Fajer reversed her car Farah shouted.

Farah: btw we know everythinggg :D :p
Fajer: shut up!!! :p

and she drove off ! Fajer didn't know what they were talking about but she didn't really care.

Fajer arrived home at about 4, which any actions or making a fool out of herself infront of anyone. She's being careful after what happened with Abdulrahman. (Ps. She doesn't know who's abdulrahman, and she has no idea ina he lives in the house infront of her:p).

At around 6, her cousins came and they sat for awhile watching tv.

Farah:ufff malaiit lets go out!
Fajer:7ata ana!

Dana: MU KITHRYY !!
Ghalia: me too, lets just cruise around !
Fajer: I LOVE YOUR CRUISES !

Fajer jumped up to get dressed.

She wore her thigh lengthed shirt which was purple and showed her curves really well with her black leggings. Along with her matching Roberto Cavalli's hot pumps, applied simple make-up and looked fine to goo.

Ghalia started her x6(nafs sayarat Yousif:$) and off they went.

They had loads of fun, singing along with the lyrics. But Jasim had to call every two minutes and check up on Ghalia. Fajer hated Jasim, she didn't really feel comfortable that Ghalia was talking to him. Fajer liked Yousif and Fahad from what Dana and Farah told her about them. But never did she like Jasim.

They stopped at McDonald's Nuzha for take away. Then came a tinted, black Range Rover beside Fajer's window. Fajer didn't care of what was happening. Until the back window opened and Abdulrahman's head pops out. He was smoking and just staring at her, she got nervous she didn't like it when someone was staring, She looked at him and he smiled this smile that made her melt in her place. A minute later the front window opened. And Farah who was sitting infront opened hers too. She started chatting with someone but Fajer couldn't see who.


Fahad:Fajer shlounich?
Farah: oh, fajer this is Fahad you know !
Fajer: oh hi, im great il7amdila how about you?
Fahad: bkhair Allah ysalmich.. I see you have met my friend Hmayen.. *points at the back*
Abdulrahman: Ahlaan *with a wink*
Fajer: well, I don't think i have! but hii
Abdulrahman: t'thakiray 3adil;p *and he started motioning her moves from last night*

Fajer couldn't help but laugh.

Abdulrahman:aakkkhh 3ala hal tha7kaaa..
Fajer:OMG ! Fashlaaaa he rememberss:(
Abdulrahman: eeeee tara ma nesaiiittt:p
Fajer: its like you read my mind:p


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bas 3ad chena wayid 6weel?:p
ahaha!:D ams two posts w elyoom a long one ya ba5tkom:p
Enjoy;)
Insh'Alla bachir i'll post xx

is it you? 4

Fajer: laa this is my car! OMG shasawi? HHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 6a3 ana shlabsa!!
x:lw sama7tay!

Fajer turned around only to see the most handsome guy she's ever seen. And when she sees that she "9a6il". She just stared into his big black eyes. She was so small infront of him. He had this weird smile on his face.

x:ikhtii. *moving his hand infront of my face*
Fajer:hatha thiba7ni ikhti w ikhtii ! oooofff, sh7alata ! SHNO IKHTII?!??!:(
x:feech shay?
Fajer:HHHHHHHH khara3tnii! baghait shay?
x:ikhs 3al istee3aab!!:p
x: walla baghait arkab syartiii
Fajer:ok? irkab!
x:entay lw twakhreen chan rikabt mn zeman!
Fajer:shawakhir?! Sayarti
x:la entay mthay3a hathy sayarti ana !
Fajer:agouulik sayartii ana !
x:ya3ni agi9 3alaich?:p
Fajer:la bas ga3id tistahbil!
x:shako astahbil? shno shayfatni?

The guy got pissed off he wasn't the type that would flirt on girls. He was serious. But he couldn't but laugh at Fajer's reaction.

Fajer:sorry, bas its my car *innocently*
x:la hathy sayarty, entay hatheek sayartich! *pointing at Fajer's car*
Fajer:oops! Sorry walla sorry mantibaht walla sorry!
x:3adi shda3wa ma 9ar shay! *a million dollar smile*

Fajer smiled and did her walking-run to her car and in she got and closed the door.

Fajer: HHHH breath breath !! abaiihh !! he saw me like this!

She turned around only to find the guy still looking at her and smiling. When he saw her he waved and she waved back. For some reason Fajer blushed.

Fajer: ughhh, fajer ya ghabiya!! ya ghabiya!! get your iPod and get in the house! RIGHT NOW!

She turned around and found him looking.

x:KAAK! shfeeha tkalim rou7haa! ya7lailhaa !

Fajer got her iPod and ran inside her house.

x:ahahhaaha, ya7lailich ya Fajer!

and he lit his cigarrette and went into the Duwaniya with a stupid grin on his face.


Fajer went to her but didn't tell anyone what happened.


Fajer:abaih abaaiihh shafffnii chethyy?!:( laaaaaaaa !!! Ooooffff, hes so hot! w 6a3 shgi9ir my shortt !!!! noo wayyy he saw me like thiiss !!! waayyy 3adi shda3wa its not like he saw or hes here everyday!


Little did she know that he lived right across the street, at that same house infront of hers. Wondering who he is?!


Contact information:
Name:Abdulrahman Al-X
Date of birth:May,1,1989(21)

Occuption:Student at ACK
Relationship Status: Single
Comments: Typical, hot, Kuwaiti guy with this amazing sharp nose.


Let me tell you how Abdulrahman looks like. He was tall and dont forget hot:p he had eyes that you would die for. They were black. His nose was sharp the Khaleeji type. His scent? Well not now:p! He had the most wonderful smile that any girl would fall for. You would love to see his hair, you want to just play with it all day long:p! (Shal descriptions?:p lol seriously!) Ya3ni at the end "Kila 3ala ba3tha 7ilw":p!




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Enjoy;)

Long don't you think?!:p Le3younkom bas x

Insh'Allah next post longer!
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is it you? 3

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Contact Information:
Name:Fajer Al-X
Date of birth:May,9,1991(19)
Occupation:Student at KU
Relationship Status: single!
Comments: HOT!

When people ask about me thats what they get! Boys like me? Hell yeah! Can they get near me? No:D, but until one summer,3 very long months.

My family was out of town for the WHOLE SUMMER and the whole house was for me. It was summer 2010! I was going to party and have loads of fun! Nothing I planned worked, nothing i wanted happened. No summer romance was one of my important, very important rules. Ohhhhh hell i broke all of the rules.

I drove a Porsche Carrera GT. Hot don't you think?;)


I had long brown hair thats naturally wavy. Tanned skin. Full-pouted-pinkish (shno hal description?:p) lips. Small, cute nose. Big (bas mo ely ekharii3:p the cute type!) dark brown eyes. I wasn't tall tall but I was good and when i wear my heels, girl you can't beat thatt.. Well, after all i looked sexyy you know;) (hal bint shno thiqa:p).

I didn't have any summer courses cause i planned out a great summer in the chalet. Well, i didn't make it to the chalet so stayed beldeera the whole time.

You know Qortuba with its busy streets at all times? Full of guys going in and out?

So, friends were sleeping over and i had to get my iPod from my car. It was about midnight so i was wearing my cute blue mini-shorts with my navy hoodie. I ran down and out of the main door. Well, there's no one out there rightt??? I didnt get my keys cause i already opened it from upstairs.

But little did i know that there was a Duwaniya right infront of our house full of hot guys waiting for me...


Fajer: uufffff, wain hal iPodd??!

I kept on searchingg..

x:ikhti baghaitay shay?
Fajer: im looking for my iPod!

Then it hit me and i stopped! Still giving "him" my back.

Fajer:YUMA! Mno hatha?!!?
x:ib sayarty? *holds back his laugh*


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to be continued:p




FICTION!

is it you? 2

Ahhh, what a wonderful world?

People start questioning me, what happened to you? You weren't like this? People started doubting me! I had no answers. I don't know. After all, thats whats happening everywhere. People would say shes losing it. Others would say she misses him. Who is "Him" really? Who did they mean? As you know I have loads. Haha, you say it and you're proud they would say? No, it just hurts.


I would cry? Yes I would. People think I don't have feelings? Yes they think that. They had a lot of thoughts. You know I was the kind of girl that would listen to people. I was never the kind of girl who would say "Kalam elnas maykhalis" I would say that people really have common sense. They do you know;)


Friends? I love them, I really do! I had a lot of friends? Hell yeahh. Loved me? Ofcourse. Knew about this? HELL NO! Do you have time to listen? Listen to this long, long...... journey that i had? That i moved through? That at the end i found my way? Do you want to be me at some point? Well trust me i was to think wisely i wouldn't have done any bit of anything. Did i find my right way? Am i getting better? Worse? Letting everything behind my back? Starting a new page?


All of these questions, ME, MYSELF does NOT have the answer! Then who does? Well we'll have to wait and see!


But if i had ONE WISH!



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I see mako readers. So, im just going to post as in akalim nafsii:p! cause im just writing posts la'ana i have time w i like writing! so hope you enjoyy;)


So?



FICTION!

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is it you? 1

Who Am I?!
I don't know!

Whats the point of staying here, without you by my side?
Remember that phone call?!
At first I was shy. Well, my words were "madri" the whole time. You would just say "tara ma ra7 a9ika ila laiman tsoulfeen".. I would start talking so you would leave me alone. But then I would remember, you're not a friend, not a lover, or even a person I knew. You were just any guy that gave me his number and I was lost, so, you were my guide. "Shno hal lazga?" was in my head the whole time. I would remember my first love and I would wonder where he was. There would be silence and you would say "Ba3ad?" and i wouldn't even answer. You tried your best to win me. But i was just thinking about my past. I would say "ely faat maat" and take that out of my head right away. Cause i knew that my first love would be here, but i didn't know that he wasn't. He was wondering around Kuwait looking for other girls who would impress him. I wasn't good for him? No, he wished I was his wife. But I was too good for him. He couldn't handle me. He couldn't keep me. With all that in my head Mubarak was still on the line. I would hear him sigh but I was too busy thinking of Hamani, who didn't know my feelings towards him. Before he would go off to Egypt he sent me a msg "A7IBICH BKIL MA FEENI" and guess what i did? I deleted the msg and didn't reply. Although, deep inside I loved him. Mubarak? What can I say, he was amazing! Over amazing he was the kind of person that you couldn't describe. He was every girl's dream. But I was no where near his thoughts. He wanted me but i was in a different planet. He wished that I was more but i didn't give him the chance. He asked "Kalamtay mn gabli?". Girls would say no you're my first but I said "I lost count of them" I let him down, I really did. I didn't care how he felt. Cause at that time I didn't know how I felt, or even cared for myself. You want me to care for this stranger? Oh no. Was I proud of myself? Hell no. That was just my way to escape this world. I had no one by myside, literally. Cousins you say? They would push me to do more and more. What was I doing? Doing more than what they called more. Father? Can't start talking. Mother? Ugh, please. Sisters? No way! Brothers? Bullshit!!

Theres more than what you think in Abdulla, Abdulrahman, Mubarak, Mishal, Mishary, Faisal, Fahad, Nasir, Badir, Khalid... Oops not only did I lost count, I also forgot names. Oh well what to do!

Stay Tuned;)

FICTION.


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More?

so;p

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