Thursday, August 19, 2010

This is the end :(

SORRY!:(
I'm off blogger! bas khala9 i can't anymore!
I can't say my reasons ! walla sorry:(
Thank you all for asking about me and everything.. thanks for your time in reading my blog, thank you all ! every single one of you !
wayid mashkoureen walla;****
7adi mistansa ina i knew you guys, w im sorry ina this is the end!!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

is it you? 33

bas entaa ma tegdaar, temna3nii mn 7obik
ta7rimni mn gorbik
tab3idni 3an darbikk
bas enta ma tegdarr, temna3ni mn 7obik
kel el7doud elfaa9ilaa, 3ndi ana mitaw9ilaa
3aini ana darik, w ib galbi asrarik
bas enta mategdar, enta enta ma tedgar
ta7rimni, tab3idni, timna3ni mn 7obik
7awalt tensani, dawart la7zani
mahma ba3adt enta, jambik bitilganii
kel el msha3ir 9adigaa, tkhaaf laken 3ashiga
mahma trou7 eb3eed, 3eshgi ana bizeed
bas enta ma tegdar, temna3ni mn 7obik
kel el7doud el fa9ila
3endi ana mitwa9ila
3aini ana darik wiib galbi asrarik
bas enta ma tegdar, ta7rimni, tab3idni, temna3ni mn 7obik
ya arwa3 ayami, ya far7at a7lami
tertha tkhali elarth tmouj bagdaabii
thilik ana ya 9a7ibii *madri*:P
a7ibik ana a7ibik
w galbi ana galbik
bas enta ma tegdar TEMNA3NI MN 7OBIKKKKKKKKK !!!!

(ALLAAAHHH 3ALAIIK YA BO KHALIIDDDD:***)

.....

FAJER:

I was speechless. Hamani is gone. He was serious? He wasn't joking around? Mn 9ija? He leaves easily? Chethy? Yamshi w ikhaleeni? Ma Chena baini w baina shay?! Magdar! Shloun a3eesh bedouna? He knows that hes the reason that I'm staying here. Shloun basta7mil w ohwa kel yoom jidam 3aini bas ohwa mo ly? Shloun agdar a3eesh bedouna? Ana mn mita chethy? Shloun ta3alagt feeh? Hamani ghair! Walla ghair magdar bedouna! Ohwa insan ghair! Ohwa Rayal bma3na elkelma! A7iba!! Magdar a3eesh chethy abi akalmaa!! Mno yrayi7ni ghaira? Mno y6amini ghaira? Shasawii?

....

Fajer called Farah.

Fajer: HAMAANIIIIII RAAA7 *crying*
Farah: SHNO?! SHFEECH?!
Fajer: He's gone. Hamani is gone!
Farah: SHFEE?! SHLOUN!?
Fajer: Khalaani w raaaaaaa7.... *crying* .. khalaani w misha 3ani!
Farah: 7abeebti latabcheen, shfee? 9ar fee shay?
Fajer: ismilaa 3alaih *crying* he's simply gone!

She cried. She told Farah everything that has happened. Farah didn't know what to do. She had no idea what was going on with Hamani. She had no choice but to talk to Fahad.

FARAH:

Farah: FAHAD, shetgouli enta tkalma? Agoulik lebnaya ga3da tabchi?
Fahad: ya3ni shasawi? Hmayen mo rathy yefhamni wala 7ata yfahemni sh9ayirr! Madri 3ana mayrid 3alay!
Farah: Please Fahad kalma, tara mo shay hayin 3ala Fajer. She can't live like this !
Fahad: InshAlla al7een a7acheeh, bas lat7ateen!

HAMANI: (ya waily 3alaik ya Hamani:()

Ana shloun hadait'ha? Shloun chethy geltlaha? Shloun akhaleeha wamshi? 7abeebti shloun kanat tabchi! Kint abi alimha abi anaseeha bas ma gedart kan lazim amsik nafsi ini ab3id 3anha shway! may9eer ta3abt w ta3abt'ha wiyay! w al7een 6al3atly hal Haya! ya rabi shasawii!! a7ibha walla a7ibha! 3omri ma abeeha etshouf shay maywannis'ha! brou7ha ily feeha kaafeeha! magdaar chethy anaa! ana lazim adawirly 7al 3ashan ansaha shwaya! Lazim abti3id w akhaleeha, lazim akhaleeha it3eesh shwaya! Shloun wihya ga3da bas brou7ha! Laaa may9eer chethy brou7ha ihya belbaitt! Khalaa9 bas insaaha shway! legait el7al!!

.......

FAHAD:

Fahad kept on calling Hamani until he finally answered.

Fahad: yaakhi enta shfeek?
Hamani: iskit zain iskit!
Fahad: Shfeek Hmayen? Mant chethy??
Hamani: Fajer magdar athait'ha wiyay!
Fahad: 7abebi ihya rathya w tabi tig3ad wiyak ! Khalha! Ihya rathya!
Hamani: Fhaid shtabeeni asawi? ana martha 3alaiha!! ya3ni shloun ako a7ad yertha 3ala ily i7iba ina yit3ab!! yaaah, may9eer chethyy!
Fahad: enzain wshil7al?
Hamani: qarart ini adris barah, 3ala ma akhali9 arid wakh6ibha!
Fahad: mn 9ijiik ent?
Hamani: magdaar, kelyoom ashoufha wihya mo ly! MO WIYAY! Shtabeeni asawi ghair chethyy?!
Fahad: Hmayen? Ely e7ib yin7ash? Khalik Allaa katiblikom chethy! Mo shar6 6ool elwakt ekoon el7ob kamil! Lazim fee awqaat 9a3ba! May9eer seeda tistaslim! Itha 9ij t7ibha i9mid ougaf yamha, witha ihya ba3ad 9ij t7ibik bitsawi nafs il shay!

....

Fahad tried convincing Hamani in staying in many ways. Fahad knew his friend very well, he couldn't live away from Fajer. She was his first love of his life. She's different. She's different in a speacial and unique way.

....

HAMANI'S HOUSE:

Seemed like he didn't change his mind.

Hamad(Hamani's father): Int mit2aked?
Hamani: ee yuba, winshAlla laih radait akh6ibha!
Hamad: Khala9 yuba 9aar!

......

NEXT MORNING:

HAMANI:

Hamani sent his papers to the US to complete his studies there. It was still summer and he has a lot of time waiting for them to accept him and time for him to move to the US.

When he woke up he felt different. He felt lost. He would wake up everyday to the sound of the most beautiful person on earth, but this time it was only him. He tried keeping her off his mind, but she was always there. He was always day dreaming. He didn't forget her for a second.

FAJER:

Fajer woke up to Dana, Ghalia, and Farah's voices they were convincing her to go and talk to Hamani.

Fajer: laaa shno arou7la? Shagoula? He already left me! Magdar!
Dana: SHNO MATIDGIREEN!!! You love him!

Dana, Ghalia, and Farah would envy Fajer for having Hamani. They would always say he was the perfect man. They would never let their cousin let go of this man easily.

.......

Enjooyy;))

You guys im still catching up on the blogs i read so sorry for not commenting;**


I LOVE YOU!!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

is it you? 32

FAJER:

I could hear Hamani's voice on the phone trying to calm me down. He was so worried and I didn't have the energy to tell him what was going on. I was so fed up of everything that was going on around me and I couldn't help but cry. I thought of crying as the best solution, but unfortunately it was making things worse. I was going from one problem to another. I'm tired of trying to keep up with everything and having to deal with all of these problems. The most important problem is never losing Hamani.

Minutes later I could hear Hamani's voice outside my door. The door was locked and he kept knocking on the door.

.......

Hamani was knocking on Fajer's door. Fajer didn't know what to do. She hesitated. She thought of telling him to go away but she knew that he wouldn't. She thought of how the hell was he in my house but she didn't really care.

Hamani from behind the door kept on talking calmly.

Hamani: 7abeebti, Jourii open the door!

Hamani: 7abeebti shfeech bas gouleeli??

Hamani: Jourii 7ayati entay ba6lay elbaab

Hamani: tara ma ra7 arou7 ela laiman tficheena !

Fajer kept on hearing him calling her in the softest and sweetest way. He was charming. She really couldn't resist him. He had this magic spell on her.

She got up and opened the door for him without realizing what she was wearing. She was in her Spongebob shirt and her mini shorts.

She opened the door and threw herself into Hamani's arms. Hamani came in and closed the door after him.

Fajer saw him and kept on crying.

Hamani: bas 7abeebtii walla entay, mno mza3lich? shfeech?
Fajer: *crying* kent nayma, wila this .... *crying* sqeauky voice of hers, uuughhhh i hate her !!!!! ma7ibhhaaa !!! shno hathaaa !! *crying*
Hamani: Shno shfeech? mno hathy??
Fajer: HAYA !! *crying*
Hamani: ahh ya bent elkalb!!! (Allahuma eni 9ayma:$)
Fajer: tadrii... wallaa shno laish chethy ihya? mabi ma7ibha Hamani I hate her! shno she likes you laaa !!!

Fajer calmed down. She got up washed her face and came back to Hamani.

He saw her and felt guilty.

Hamani: Kela mnii ana ! lebnaya kanat b2ahda 7ayat gabel lat3arifni, laish chethy ana sawait feeha! amshi wayeeblaha ilmashakil !!

Hamani: 7abeebti Joura, shgalatlich ihya?
Fajer: Itgoul, ena she likes you w ina you hate me, w ina you're gonna get married and everything !! madrii madrii i can't remember !!
Hamani: t5asi , ana awareeha !
Fajer: EEEEEEEEEE , galat 3anik you're hot !!! laaaa ma7ibhaaa shno hatha waiii33 w she called you Hamanii !! HAMANII !!!!!!!!!!
Hamani: khatwali ma 3aalaich mnhaa !
Fajer: 9out'haaa maagdaar lail7een m3alig bathounii shasawiii !! UGGGHHHH HAMANI I HATE HER WALLAAA !!

Hamani held her hands.

Hamani: 7abeebtii, bagoulich shay bas t2amneeni matiz3ileen

He was so serious that Fajer was about to cry.

She looked him in the eyes and she knew what he was about to say, she won't like.

Fajer: LAAA, please laaa mabi asma33 !!
Hamani: SIM3EENII !!

Fajer was in tears once again. (hathi ma 2athatna wayid tabchii:P)

Fajer: HAMANI, please don't Allaa ykhaleekk !
Hamani: t7ibeenii??
Fajer: Hamani, amooott 3alaikkk thats not a question!!
Hamani: wana amoot 3alaich akthar wallaa, magdar a3eesh bedounich bas..



























BAS SHNOOOO??????????????@@ ... agoulikom?!!:P














Hamani: magdar ata3bich wiyay !!

And Fajer's rain fall started.

Fajer: Inta MN 9IJIKK!!!????! MN 9IJIKKK?! LAAA !!! HAmanii laaaaa laa ! Pleasee laaa !!
Hamani: wallaa il3athaab hatha wala shayy, magdar ata3bich wiyay! 7abeebti entay !!
Fajer: HOW DARE YOU CALL ME 7ABEEBTIK?!!

Fajer moved away.

Hamani: Fajer sim3eenii, bas akhali9 diraasty atqadamlich!!
Fajer: HAMANII!!!! inta isma3ni !! a7ibik ana ! shno 3ogob kil hatha yay itgouli chethy? 3ogob kil hatha? ana walla misti3da asta7mil kil shay 3ashanik! lo hatha shwaya im ready 7ag ily aqwa.. i cant live without you walla mali a7ad ghairik Allaa ykhaleek latsawi feenii chethy ! Please Hamani just listen to yourself.. it7ibni? it7ibni w chethy bitsawi feeni witkhaleeni !! you know i cant live without!! INTA ADRA ILNAS ! inta tadrii ana shno w tadri how weak i am!! walla 3ashanik misti3ida at7ada ildinya kilahaa bas latkhaleenii !!!

and she cried.

Hamani got up and kissed her head.

Hamani: 3ashani, saway ily agoulich 3alaih! 3ashani !! tit7adain il3alam? ana agoulich bas ta7adi nafsich! 9ibray! waray nafsich ena tegdireen t3eesheen bedouni lo bas 7ag shway!! Alllaa ykhaleech 7awlay matfakreen feeni! adri shay ita3ib adrii ,. bas walla mnkither 7obi lich magdar ashoufich kela za3laana!! Allaa y5aleech insay shway 3ani... w 3irfay ini a7ibich w ma ra7 at5ala 3anich!! w rabi wallaa ya Fajer ya aghla ma ib hal denya la a3ayshich a7la 3eesha w la a5aleech malikty intay walla. w akhaleech mistansa 6ool 3omrich !! w ra7 ayee atqadamlich w inshAllaa ily Alla katba bi9eer !! 7abeebtii walla a7ibich!!

Hamani and Fajer were both heartbroken. Hamani wanted her more than anything. He wanted to live the rest of his life with her. He had his word and he would never leave her this way. But he had to just to make her happy.

Hamani: 3omri ma ra7 atkhala 3anich...

and he left.

...
IM SORRY:( WALLA ANA BABCHII:(

Enjoyy;)
Don't forget 10 comments:P!

Mubarak 3alaikom AlShahar:*

RMUTHAN<3

Wanasa wa2akheeran Rmuthan yah!! MashAllaaa mar elwakt bser3aa!! :D

Anyways, mubarak 3alaikom alshahar;****

Thank you all for your lovely comments!!

I can't believe Rmuthan !!! :D

YAAALAH 7ISN ILKHATMAAA!!!! inshAllaa ykoun a7la shahar 7agna kilna, w inshAllaa ma7ad ekoun za3lan 3ala a7ad !!

Bagoulikom shay tawa 9ar feeni !!

Kint ga3da agra Qura'an okay? So, tawni on the 4th page w mo gadra akamil a7is ib khanga kilish mo gadra, t3arfoun laiman your takhnigkom il3abra? chethy 9ar feeni w bala3eemi i3awrouni magdar akamil kilish! Wagaft w ga3adt astaghfir rabii ! Chan awal shay ini6 ib bali this person! This person ana za3alta 7AIL!! w thayagt khulga 7AIL!! ma tet9awiroun w i regret it w lail7een i dont forgive myself! Ilmohim 9ar feeni laaa bas shloun chethy Rmuthan w mkhalya shakh9 chethy 3aziz 3alay!! Chan agoum wadig 3ala this person wat2asaf ! that person kan a6yab insan wallaa amoot 3alaiihhhh ;**** ilmohem w they were like "a9lan ana mo m3a9ba" w i was so happy by then! 9akait ilphone w ga3adt abchi bedoun la a7is!! shway wila arid agra Qura'an!! TADROUN SHNO RAA7AA?! 7asaaiiitt chena haam w raa7 3ani !! akamil agraaa wala 7ata a7is bshay ila ini mistansa!!
jad w rabii SUB7AAN ALLAAAH !!!!!!!!!!!! :****************

matadroun shkither bichait ya3ni laiman fakart feehaa !!:D

atmana ina ma7ad ekoun za3lan 3alay:$ ??
A7is ina ghala6 i post w ib rmuthan :P
ilmohem I'll post inshAllaa now a long post le3younkom bas;**
I LOVE YOU GUYSSS !!:******
Taqabal Allaah 6a3atkomm!!:*

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

is it you? 31

YOU GUYSSS;******


Shlounkom? Shimsaween?
I MISSED YOU ALL !!! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WAAALLAA:***


Anyone has any suggestions aw shakawi:P here's my e-mail !


yours.m@hotmail.com


and, hmmmm.. there are two new rules:P!
1. Please kitbaw your names you anonys:p!
2. Itha less than 10 comments, I won't post!:p


DEAL?!:P
OKAYY!! :D


I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU !!!!


.........


It was 9 pm, and the guys would leave at 2 or so. Fajer decided to take a nap until Hamani calls her.


She had her mobile on vibrate.


*tzz* *tzz* (ya3ni vibration:p)


Her mobile kept vibrating until Fajer woke up. She answered without looking at the caller.


Fajer: alooo
Haya: ABAIIIH FAJOOORRRR HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!


Fajer was half asleep and she heard this voice she is so waking up.


Fajer: mnoo??
Haya: MA 3arafteeenii?!!! ANA HAYOOONAA !


Fajer: Hayooonaa??!!:)

Haya: tathkireen thaak elyoom ana Haya Al-Flani 5athait raqmich mn Shaikha (Fajer and Haya's friend, the way they met.)

Fajer: Oh heyy *confused*
Haya: Shiftich elyoom jidam bait my cousin chan athkirich w 9ar feeni LAZIM we catch up !


Fajer: BAIT HER COUSIN?! WTH?!


Fajer: OH 9ijj?! I didn't see you 7asafa !!:)
Haya: OMG, lazim lazim agoulich !
Fajer: goulay!!
Haya: HAMANI ALFLANI IS SOOOOOOOOOO HOTT!!!

Fajer, chena a7ad 6ag'ha 6raag!!!


Fajer: OH NO SHE DIDN'T !!! :@ He's my HAMANII!!! She dosen't call him HAMANII LAAAA :(((( !!! SHNO HE'S HOT?@@ LAAAAAAAA !!! HES MINE YAL KHAYSA NO NO !!!!!!!!! :@:@


Fajer: haha, who's he?
Haya: t7awleen t5isheen 3ala nafsich!? Tara I know you're dating!
Fajer: Okay? wal7een?
Haya: yaya agoulich tara ohwa yil3ab 3alaich w may7ibich 9adgeeni! tawni kint 3indihom 3al ghada w he was so sweet ! madri shloun 6ali3ach intay yal jaikara! ya kirhich madri shno shaaf feech, maleeqa w 7adich tlaw3een elchabd!! bas ana agoulich shakla imbayin byakh6ibni walla mn 3ainaa ! shloun kan e6ali3ni ma shifteeh!! So BACK OFF !!! :D


*6ooo6* *6ooo6*


And she hung up.


Fajer wasn't the type that can defend at the same time. She needed time to pick her right words. This time it was all about Hamani so she was weak. She had no idea what to do but to go for the one that would always make her feel better, Hamani.

To: A
Call me when you're done:(

Hamani was in the Duwaniya, so there were the guys and he couldn't talk to Fajer infront of them. So he sent her a message cause he was worried.

From: A
7abeebti, shfeech?:*

When Fajer read his message she broke down. She was in tears. She couldn't help but cry. She didn't know why. But when it comes to Hamani everything around her changes. She couldn't help that someone else liked Hamani, or even called him 'Hamani'. She was so angry and sad, a lot of mixed feelings. She just couldn't explain.

To: A
When you're done;*

She sent him the message and calmed herself down. She thought of calling Farah but she didn't really like the idea that anyone would know all about these stuff. It was all between Hamani and Fajer.

An hour has passed and Hamani still didn't call. A lot of thoughts went through Fajer's head.

"What if he really does like Haya?!"

"WHY DOES SHE LIKE HIM?!"

"I bet there are thousands of girls out there who want him!"

"What if he leaves me for Haya!"

"What if his father forces him to marry her!!"

She kept thinking. Until Hamani called her.

Hamani: Jourii *worried tone*

Just hearing him say "Jouri" Fajer broke down once again. She thought of losing him. That he wouldn't be hers anymore just because of Haya.

Fajer: *crying*
Hamani: 7abeeebtiii, mno mza3lich?! Ridaay 3alayy!

Hamani was so worried. Fajer couldn't tell him. She wanted to tell him but she didn't know how. She just couldn't.
(t3arfoun laiman you have a lot of things in mind and something happens and it was time for everything to come out? Chethy 9ar feeha.)

Hamani tried to calm her down. But when Fajer hears his voice, hearing him calling her "7abeebti", "7ayatii", "Denyiti", and "Jouri". The words that no one ever used them to call her just made everything worse. She was so in love with him she was so scared of losing him.

Hamani was in the Duwaniya, he couldn't take it anymore. He got up and headed to Fajer's house. He rang the bell and Rosie opened the door. He was still on the line with Fajer he could hear her cry.

Hamani: where is Fajer?

3aad Rosie ma 9adigat 3ala Allah!

Rosie: come come !!

and he followed her to Fajer's room.

..
Enjoyyyyy;)))

SHNO BI9EEERR??!!^^

10 comments and you'll know !!:P haha!

Love you;****

is it you? 30

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :*************
mabi atkalam:p bas sorry:$ and one more thing hatha ta9beera once again!:p

Thank you guys;*** , 7ag kel mn sa2al 3anii wallaa:D:************* ILY!!!!

Btw, mako action in this post:P!

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Hamani: lail7een za3lana a3arfich!
Fajer: laa walla mo z3lana!
Hamani: hmm, akeed?
Fajer: eee wallaa akeeed:D
Hamani: 7abeebtii wallaa:*
Fajer: *giggles*
Hamani: shitsawi il7ilwa?
Fajer: ga3da akil cake waaaaay ishawig!
Hamani: cake ishawig??
Fajer: EEE, way elcolors chethy zouqa!!!!
Hamani: Allaaa ykhaleech Fajer ghayray elmawthou3!:P
Fajer: Fajer haaa???:P mn 3youni Abdulrahman!!:D
Hamani: Eeeeee ya Fajer!:p
Fajer: Eeeee ya ABDULRAHMAN!!!!!!!:p
Hamani: 3eeedeeeeh 3eedeeeeeeh!!
Fajer: ABDULRAHMAAAAN !!
Hamani: GAAAAAALBIIIIIIIIII !!!
Fajer: tit6anaz?:)
Hamani: laaaaaa, jad 3eedeeeh !!
Fajer: MAAABII!!!!
Hamani: mashiiii :)
Fajer: shbitsawi shaikh Abdulrahman?!:)
Hamani: Agoool, ya shaikha Fajer.. latsaween rou7ich ana ily:p
Fajer: Ya3ni gha9ib ana ily inta?:p LAZGAAA Abdulrahmaan!!!:p
Hamani: shighly ma3ach ba3dain:p
Fajer: OKAY!!!:P
Hamani: mistansa?!:p
Fajer: OOOOOOOOFFFFFF 7adyyyyyyyyy !!!!! (t3arfoun laiman yahaal shloun egoloun chethy she said it:p)

Hamani couldn't help but laugh. He loved her. He loved how she acted and he loves how she forgets easily. She wouldn't stay mad at anyone espeacially Hamani.

Hamani: 7abeebti elyoom duwaniya, welshabab w9ilaw!
Fajer: EE kaani digayig w nazla!!!
Hamani: nazla wain???
Fajer: 3indikom!:P
Hamani: gi3day mokanich!! winshiftich it6al6ileen ya wailich!!
Fajer: InshAllaa shaikh ABDULRAHMAAAAN !!
Hamani: HA?
Fajer: HAMAAAAAANIIIIII :P
Hamani: bas 5ala9 chethy btithbi7eeni bye:p
Fajer: Okay, bye:P

MEANWHILE:

Shahad and Haya on the phone.

Haya: LAA, ma shifteeh shloun zafni *crying*
Shahad: khala9 ana awareech feeh!! Walla la akhaleeh yetzawijich bas intay ni6ray!
Haya: zafniii 3ashanha!! w jidamhaaa !! LAAA *crying*
Shahad: Khala9 intay 3alaich Fajer wana 3alay Abdulrahman!! 9AR?!
Haya: 9AARRR ... *EHE2 EHE2!!!*

WAAY 7ATA ANA I HATE HAYA:(!!

............

Fajer stayed at home for the rest of the day. While Hamani was in the Duwaniya with his friends. Farah, Ghalia, and Dana were at their grandmother's but Fajer wasn't in the mood of going out and since the guys are in the Duwaniya Hamani told her not to go out.

Haya and Shahad were planning how to get rid of Fajer and how to get Hamani to love Haya. (btw, haya JAIKARAAAA:) SI7T:) TLAWI3 IL CHABD:), I thought of making her look hot bas 7asait btikrihouni:p wana 7ata kiraht Haya so lazim shwaya we get revenge by making her look bad:D DEAL?!!)

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ENJOOYYYYYY;)))
Another one yaay bil 6ireeej!:P
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