ma feeenii:p

so,, kilish ma feenii i post!;p

ana agoulikoom laiish?!!:P

hmmm, awalan i'm sick... 2nd mako comments;(

3al aqal 3indi followers ya3nie laaa ou 11 and just 1 aw 2 comment?!:( ma yza3il??? ma ybachi elwath33??? mo?? :p


So, madriii akamil aw laa:p!



a9lan a7issaa boring bas tara lail7een ma bida il action noura is on the way:)

and this is a true story, well it's my story fa thats why ana mishta6a ina aktib!;p
and il7amdila i'm still with 7amadyy ;***

mfakra atzawaj?;p shraykom?;p
he says yabi yitzawajni ok;p bas wainiiik??????????? laish ma khi6abtnii !!;p
mabii atkhayal he finds this blog ou yadri ina its me ou fashlaa ba3dainn:p
bas if you're reading this..

i love you;* ma3ana im talking to you right now, ou eehh ana mo wiyack cause ga3da a7achi ilnas 3anik;p


bas khalas:p i have nothing more to say ila inii za3lana wayiidd;( katheeeeeeraaaaaaaaaaaan !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3alaaaa 7alttiiii il kaseeefaaa ily ma7ad ma36eenii wayh!:) bas ma 3alaiihhh allaahh kareeem !:P
bas galabt'ha qi9aa:p! elmohem etha you're really reading comment pls;* and ma fee silent readers!!:( afaaaaaa??:'((:p

i love you all;*
and bas yallaaaaaaa tooooodlessssssss;*
yeahhh, i may post etha fee comments;p

You'll Always Be A Part Of Me 12:*

Sorry for taking so long, bas faj2a things come up;*



Previously


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I wanted to sleep I was so tired, so, i found seats that were empty and laid down. But I didn't sleep shway wila i see mohammed coming so, i acted as if i was asleeep ! Ou ya ou la7afniii 3adiiill;( waaaaaaaay zouuqaaa!!! a7ibaaaa;(((

Then he whispered in my ear

Mohammed: tara ybayen mo naymaa.. ;p

and walked away.

I sat up and looked at him, then he turned around and flashed me a million dollar smile, and i started laughing.
We landed, got our luggage and went to the hotel. I was so tired, I went to sleep and hoped that nothing would go wrong tomorrow when we see Noura!!!!

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I woke up the next morning.

For sure mama and khaltie ga3deen mn gabel ou they went out. So, i woke up Jawo and changed.

We went down to the lobby, wila 7amady was sitting there with his brothers.. eshawigggg;* 7ada zouuqa !

Salamna 3alaihom ..

Jawan: mohammed wain betrou7on?

7amady and i acted so casual infront of everyone so kan wayid i6afirni ou ana a3asiibb bas ba3dain eratheenii !;p

Mohammed: ou entay shako?? ;p

Jawan: i7mid rabik ana as'al 3anik !

Mohammed: 3ad madrii mno entayy !

Khazaita and i gave him my back.

Wila he sends me ib bbm

Mohammed Flan Al-Flani:
Wallaa Entaii Il Kil Bil Kil:*

I read it and just ignored.

7alata il za3laann wallaa;*

Jawan Al-Flani:
tadri inik ma t'6a7ik?;p

Mohammed:
Adrii ;p

Jawan:
el7amdila inik t3arif nafsikkkk ..

Mohammed:
tara entai wayid dalou3aa!! ;p

Jawan:
ok:)

Then i turned around and he was mayit mn elthi7ikk:p. Eshawig i can't stand looking at him without smiling. I smiled ...

Jawan:
Bas tara lail7een za3lana, i smiled bas mojamala:)

Mohammed:
3ad kilish wala za3lich;*

He said ena yabi yetghada wiya his brothers so galena nyee ou ena ba3dain berou7 wiya rab3a..

We had lunch and ofcourse tahawashna 3ala mno yidfa3 bas 7amadyy faaz ou ohwa difa3...

We were walking and Jawo, Azizan, and 7amany were ahead of us and i didn't notice cause i was listening to my ipod.

Shway wila yis7ab my ipod mni chan e6ali3ni shafnii ina wayhi egoula shako?;p

Mohammed: 3adii??;p

Jawan: sh3ogba?;p

Mohammed: ehh akeed 3adii 7abeebii *ga3id yit6anaz 3alaii*

Jawan: shal thiqa enta?;p

Mohammed: ma y7iglyy??;p

I smiled and kept on walking.

Mohammed: Jawanii?? *in a serious tone*

I looked at him.

Mohammed: za3lana?

Jawan: laa

Mohammed: Akeed..

Jawan: akeedaiin maz3al 3alaiik, i was joking.

Mohammed: 7abeebtii;*

And he stopped and crushed me to his chest.

I liked it. Ashwa ina ma7ad shafna... he was like "i couldn't resist you.."

6agaitta 3ala eeda 3al khafeef..

Mohammed: ta3awartay??;p

Jawan: mohammed!!!!;p *in a dala3 tone* (and yes ana at7acha ib dala3 bas ina mo imsawya nafsi dalou3a i really am:p 7ata marat atnarfaz mn nafsii !;p*

He started laughing.

Jawan: tara maleeq wallaa 9ij shtabi ya3nie bas tit7arash??;p walla a3alim 3alaikk khalti fayza.;p

Khalti Fayza loves me alot ou ma tertha 3alaii so kela tzifa etha 6afarnii:p

Mohammed: laa khara3teeni ib khaltich Fayza.;p

Jawan: sabiir bas khanshoufha wallaa la agoulaha etgoul 3anha chethy;p

Mohammed: ana maynoun ma legait ela a7ib hal yahel;p

I stopped walking.

Mohammed: shfeech?

Jawan: ana yahil?;p awareekk rouu7 imsh brou7ikk!

Mohammed: atghashmar bas a6africh;p

Jawan: mohammed bityaniniiiiii;(((((

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Another post tonight;*

You'll Always Be A Part Of Me 11:*

I know it's short bas a7san mn wala shayy;)


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At the airport there was Tala, 7abeeebtii i'll miss her;* !

and with mohammed Badir!



Jawan: ashkara mo yaya 3ashanii bas 3ashan el7abeeb;p



Tala: laa wallaa laaaa chubaii !!



Jawan: haha, chaykay wayhich bas mtan7a fee bas tfashleen.. ;p



Tala: ehh low tkalmeen mohammed entay chan 3araftay elshi3ouurr!



Yes, i didn't tell Tala that I sent him a msg!

Wallaa 7abeebtii a7ibhaa she told me everything about Badir but i just couldn't tell her about 7amady laish i didn't knoww ! I wanted him to be my own secret, i wanted to have an amazing secret! i wanted to love him with my all, but without anyone knowing !



Jawan: ehhh... enshallah yseer khaiirrr!!

So, we said our goodbyes and it was time to get on the plane.

It was Mama, Khalti Fayza, 7amady, Jawo, Azizan, 7amany, and me.. it was just us.. wanasa! ma7ad ekharib 3alaiina we were laughing ou chethy ..

So, we were on the plane and ma7ad nayiim , ou kanat el 6ayara 7ail empty. I was sitting next to 7amady, yes it was assigned that way we didn't mean it ! i was so happy. meant to be eyh??;p

I was hearing mama and Khalti esolfoun waranaa..

Khalti: 3araftayy, hind ekhti??

Mama: ehh ya7lailhaa wilahna 3alaiha wainhiii?

Khalti: walla ihya b london ma3a 3yalhaa!

Mama: 9iij? wehh 3aial zain ashwa..

Khalti: ehh bent noura ely tel3ab wiya 3yalich yoom sghaarr!

NOOOOOO:( nouuuurrrrraaaa not nouuuuuurrrrraaa!!!!!! I looked up at 7amady and he gave me a smile.. waiiiii333 9a77?!:(

Mohammed: adri ma t7ibeenha bas 3adi sta7mileeha 3ashanii ..

Jawan: enshallahh, bas bas 3ashanik tara:p

Mohammed: haha;p ok!

I smiled and looked away.

Yaakhii zouuqa hal sbayy ma agdar agoulaa laa !!

I wanted to sleep I was so tired, so, i found seat that were empty and laid down. But I didn't sleep shway wila i see mohammed coming so, i acted as if i was asleeep ! Ou ya ou la7afniii 3adiiill;( waaaaaaaay zouuqaaa!!! a7ibaaaa;(((

Then he whispered in my ear

Mohammed: tara ybayen mo naymaa.. ;p

and walked away.

I sat up and looked at him, then he turned around and flashed me a million dollar smile, and i started laughing.

We landed, got our luggage and went to the hotel.

I was so tired, I went to sleep and hoped that nothing would go wrong tomorrow when we see Noura!!!!



...

enjooyy;)

enshallah a post bachiirr;*


comments pls;*

You'll Always Be A Part Of Me 10:*

Previously...


He was so perfect that i didn't even think that one day he'll forget about me...


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Days passed by and we became even closer. I got used to sleeping and that his voice was the last voice that i heard. and when i wake up his voice was the first. I love him i couldn't get enough of him or his love. He was so caring.

When i knew him it was the beginning of summer and now we're in the middle of summer. Ma kan egouli abi ashoufich, kent ashoufa bas bel 9edfa etha we are both going to the same place.

That day I was talking to Mohammed..

Mohammed: haa ma ra7 tsafroun this summer?

Jawan: emm madrii walla you?

Mohammed: ehh benrou7 london..

Laaaaa;(( i'll miss him!

Jawan: ohh sij? have fun!

Mohammed: 7abebti;*

Ahhhhh, that was the first time he called me 7abeebbtii and i loved it!

Jawan: hala?

Mohammed: 3endi lich surprise!

Jawan: shnoo??

Mohammed: ba3daiinn

Jawan: laaaaa,,, ma 7iib chethy goolii plss;*

Mohammed: laa mani mgayiliichh

Jawan: yy zain kaifickk

Mohammed: hehe..

Jawan: ma t'tha7ik tara;p

Kan e7ib e6afirni.. y7ib laiman eshoufnii imbawza then he makes it up to me;* i love him;*********

Then mom called me so i closed the phone..

Jawan: halla mama?

Mama: tara bensafiirrr

Jawan: waiihh mama faj2itich ?? ;p

Mama: yallahh zain emshay benru7 london ma3a Khaltich Fayza ( I don't know itha i mentioned her ib the other posts bas i'll name her Fayza :p and yeahh she's mohammed's mom)

Jawan: shnoo???

Mama: haaw shfeeechh? khaltich fayza!! om 7amoudddii ma tathkireenhom?

Jawan: embala embala mama, yalahh meta?

Mama: next week enshallahh .

Jawan: okkkkkkk * with the widest smile *

I run up to my room and called Mohammed.

Mohammed: wanasa 9a7??

Jawan: ahhhhh enta kent tadrii ??

Mohammed: ehhh that was my surprise .. gelt 7ag omie ena she calls your mom 3ashan tyoun wiyana !

Jawan: ahhhhh 7abeebii thank youu;**

Jawan:
"abaiiihh ana shgellt?? fashla fashla fashlaaaaa!!!!!;$$"

Mohammed:
"ohhh galat 7abeebiii !!!! ahhhhh 3alaiihhaaa wallaaa a7ibhhaaa;** !!! "

Jawan: ahh sorry

Mohammed: shno sorry? gouleehaaa.. mno 7abeebich?

Jawan: mabiii ;p

Mohammed: *he whispered* 7abeebtii

ahhhhhhhhhhh athouuubbbbbbbb;*
everytime he does that i get butterflies in my stomach and until now i get them!

Jawan: hmm??

Mohammed: mno 7abeebiichh?

Jawan: entaaa

Faj2a he got back to normal ..

Mohammed: uhhhh khaloud ba3ad shway adig 3alaiik il walda tabeenii

Jawan: haha;p okk!! yallahh bye

Mohammed: byee

I was so excited wanasa! basafir wiya mohammed, 7amadyy;**

So, i went to my mom took her credit card and went off with Jawa to buy clothes. I bought alot of clothes. But then Jawo zafatni cause we're going to LONDON and i'm buying clothes from here. Shasawii i wanted to look good when 7amady is around;((

7ata mama zafatniii .. bas ya3ne it's 7amady!!!;*

I couldn't wait for the day of our flight to London, i was over excited 7ata mama staghribat! This week went by slowly until Sunday came which was the day of our flight ...

I got up and dressed up and off to the airport..








...

enjoy;*

long enough??

cause i noticed my posts are short!

A7tajik ana;*

I'll be posting another post tonight Insh'Allah, but I love this song I know it's old but I love it. Every single word has a lot of meaning.

And here's a link to it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoUslNgQygE

and Ahlam's voice Mash'Allah makes it even better!

Here are the words:


Walla a7tajik ana...

Khaliik ib janbii gireebb

Ou en 7asal shay bainana 3an 7ayatiie la tigheebbb...

Ana mn ba3dak atouuh ou 3alamii ba3dak yitheee333..

Tikhtili6 3indi il wijooh el3aduu yesba7 sideeggg..

tadri yal galb al7anoon enta belnesba lii aish?

ou ana ba3dik kaif akoouun ? ou laih a7is? ou laih a3eeshh?

yali shift a7laamii feehhh, ou eltegaiiitt ib a7la janahh

ad3uu rabii ou artijeehh rabii la ta7rimnyy laaa mnaaaaaa..

ad3uu rabii ou artijeeh rabi la ta7rimnii mnaaa.

low tihib il dinya ree7 ou yintihi kel elzemaan ou yesba7 el 3alam jireee77

ana ib edaiik ib amannn...

galbakk el bait el kibeer ely thalalni ib wrouuudaaa ..

ou a9ba7 el 7ilm el akheer sa3ba ab3iidd 3an 7douuuddaaa..

ou a9ba7 el 7ilm el akheer sa3ba ab3iidd 3an 7douuuddaaa..



Walla a7tajiik ana- Ahlaamm;*

tyanin mo sa7??:p

You'll Always Be A Part Of Me 9:*

Hello, I just came back sorry for not posting;*



ehh and 3eedkum Mubarak mo2akharannn:p:***







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Previously...





Mohammed: laiish tawich itdizeen msg mo mn awal?



Jawan: mm , cause khift ena you would tell khaloud or somthing.. madrii bas kint khayyfa ya3nie you're a family friend but i don't knooww!



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Mohammed: ukkhh la shda3waaa!! barou7 agoul 7ag khaloudd!! laaaa laaaa



Jawan: madrii 3abalii ya3niieee



Mohammed: ya3nie 7ata law barou7 agoula ba6la3 ana el ghal6an mo entayy!



Jawan: mmm



Mohammed: mmm...



Faj2a there was silence yimkin 2 whole minutes bas ga3da ou i hear him breathing.



Mohammed: Jawan?



Jawan: hmm??



Mohammed: tara walla jad a3izich 7ail ou mn galb, bas adri ina ya3nie ana wiyach n3arif ba3ath mn gabel ou mn wa7na yahal ou chethy ou ena akeed taghayarna 3an a7na shloun kena gabel fa akeed wayid ashya2 feech taghayirat.. ou i will understand etha ma terta7aili mn awal shay cause haman ana maybe e9eer 3endi nafs elshay, so ayshay ib gulbich pls gouleelii la tkhisheen 3anii . mashy?



Jawan: sure and you too??



Mohammed: Inshallah.



At that time i loved him even more. ya3nie seriously do you think fee guys these days that will wait for a girl laiman ihya terta7la? fee bas mo wayid ya3nie shay kilish mo 7ilu etha el wa7da enghasbat ou ma gdirat etsawi shay aw ena she stands up for herself. ou ena ma tegdar tet7acha cause he's a guy and she dosen't want to lose him.



So we decided that sowalif 7ob ma 7ob we'll leave them 7ag after but from now on we'll catch up on everything. So, we started chatting about our old days. He's so fun talking to and I didn't notice the time until it was 2 am. So, we said our goodbyes...

Mohammed: yallah t9bi7een 3ala khaiirr

Jawan: ou enta mn ahalaa

Mohammed: bachir when you wake up call me

Jawan: yeaahh suree..

Mohammed: ou ayshay ib balich chethy ya6rii ou you want to talk to a7ad about it i'll be here;)

Jawan: thank youu, and enshallahh youu too !

Mohammed: yallaahh byee;*

Jawan: byee

I closed the line and i had the widest smile on my face, the feeling was amazing. You know when finally get what you've always wished for and waited for, thats the most amazing feeling.

Our relationship became stronger in weeks and i didn't think i would get along with him this fast but i really did which showed that i really do love him. He was the most amazing guy, esawi ayshay bas 3ashan ra7ti walla ou ma y7ib ena yghasibni 3ala shay. Ena he calls me bas mo 7inch as other guys. He calls and asks etha mashghoula aw la ou etha i'm out he dosen't talk to me he says just go have fun ou laiman tkhalseen call me. walla 9ij ya rait all of the guys just like him!

He was so perfect that i didn't even think that one day he'll forget about me...


...

enjoy;*

maybe another post tonight;)

sorry cause it's short;*

You'll Always Be A Part Of Me 8:*

Previously ...


+0096599******
I love you too ;*

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Jawan:
"i can't believe i just sent him a msg!! god what will happen if my parents know or even khaloud or jawo!! aabaiihh laa .. bas waiit this is what i want and i really do have feelings for mohammed and im not playing and the way mohammed talked to me i guess he's serious too.. isn't he? and he even knows my parents and brother ! he won't break my heart .. he won't !"

As i was in my own world i felt my phone vibrating ..


Incoming call..
+0096599******

Mohammed's side:

Mohammed:
"Offfff wallaa etha Jawan ba6eer mn elfar7a .. bas la akeed jawan ma ghairha ily ib galbi ou ib bali ma ghairha ely 3a6ait'ha raqmi fa akeed ihya.. la akeed ihya bas it7ibnyy???? ooookkkhh wallaa inii qawiii .. ahhhh 3alaiiicch bassss akkhhhh ;* wallaa inha btithba7ni nathrat'ha t3athib elwa7id ham tkhadir ou kilaha 3ala ba3th'ha walla inha ma tenwi9iifff . ou t7ibnyyy???!!!!! akhhh bas akhhhh!!!!!!"

He was waiting for Jawan to pick up..

Jawan:

I picked it up, i didn't even think cause mohammed wasn't something you would think about he was just perfect that you would do anything just to please him.

Jawan: ..

Mohammed: aloo?

AKKHHH 9OUTAA:*

Jawan: aloo!

Mohammed: Jawannn..

Jawan: ehh

Mohammed: t7ibeenii??

I didn't answer..

Mohammed: *he took a deep breath* t7ibeeni?

Jawan: ehhhh

Mohammed: goulehhaa... abii asma333ich itgoulenhaa!

It was him. I couldn't believe it after all these years.. !
It was wrong what i was doing but still i love him i really do! and i don't regret anything that i'm going to say or do. won't i?

Jawan: a7ibiiikk

Mohammed: akkkkkhhhhhhhhh ou ana amout 3alaiichh;*. kint na6ir hal yoom mn awal yoom shiftich fee tadreen?? tadreen enich entai aghla insaana ib hal denya? ou ena ma7ad yiswaach! ou enshallah ana bakoun gad 7ubich ly;*

Jawan: ehehe, enshallahh;*

Mohammed: tara mo m9adigg:p

Jawan: ehhh wala ana:p

Mohammed: laiish tawich itdizeen msg mo mn awal?

Jawan: mm , cause khift ena you would tell khaloud or somthing.. madrii bas kint khayyfa ya3nie you're a family friend but i don't knooww! //


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enjoyy;)

until next timee;**