Thursday, August 19, 2010

This is the end :(

SORRY!:(
I'm off blogger! bas khala9 i can't anymore!
I can't say my reasons ! walla sorry:(
Thank you all for asking about me and everything.. thanks for your time in reading my blog, thank you all ! every single one of you !
wayid mashkoureen walla;****
7adi mistansa ina i knew you guys, w im sorry ina this is the end!!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

is it you? 33

bas entaa ma tegdaar, temna3nii mn 7obik
ta7rimni mn gorbik
tab3idni 3an darbikk
bas enta ma tegdarr, temna3ni mn 7obik
kel el7doud elfaa9ilaa, 3ndi ana mitaw9ilaa
3aini ana darik, w ib galbi asrarik
bas enta mategdar, enta enta ma tedgar
ta7rimni, tab3idni, timna3ni mn 7obik
7awalt tensani, dawart la7zani
mahma ba3adt enta, jambik bitilganii
kel el msha3ir 9adigaa, tkhaaf laken 3ashiga
mahma trou7 eb3eed, 3eshgi ana bizeed
bas enta ma tegdar, temna3ni mn 7obik
kel el7doud el fa9ila
3endi ana mitwa9ila
3aini ana darik wiib galbi asrarik
bas enta ma tegdar, ta7rimni, tab3idni, temna3ni mn 7obik
ya arwa3 ayami, ya far7at a7lami
tertha tkhali elarth tmouj bagdaabii
thilik ana ya 9a7ibii *madri*:P
a7ibik ana a7ibik
w galbi ana galbik
bas enta ma tegdar TEMNA3NI MN 7OBIKKKKKKKKK !!!!

(ALLAAAHHH 3ALAIIK YA BO KHALIIDDDD:***)

.....

FAJER:

I was speechless. Hamani is gone. He was serious? He wasn't joking around? Mn 9ija? He leaves easily? Chethy? Yamshi w ikhaleeni? Ma Chena baini w baina shay?! Magdar! Shloun a3eesh bedouna? He knows that hes the reason that I'm staying here. Shloun basta7mil w ohwa kel yoom jidam 3aini bas ohwa mo ly? Shloun agdar a3eesh bedouna? Ana mn mita chethy? Shloun ta3alagt feeh? Hamani ghair! Walla ghair magdar bedouna! Ohwa insan ghair! Ohwa Rayal bma3na elkelma! A7iba!! Magdar a3eesh chethy abi akalmaa!! Mno yrayi7ni ghaira? Mno y6amini ghaira? Shasawii?

....

Fajer called Farah.

Fajer: HAMAANIIIIII RAAA7 *crying*
Farah: SHNO?! SHFEECH?!
Fajer: He's gone. Hamani is gone!
Farah: SHFEE?! SHLOUN!?
Fajer: Khalaani w raaaaaaa7.... *crying* .. khalaani w misha 3ani!
Farah: 7abeebti latabcheen, shfee? 9ar fee shay?
Fajer: ismilaa 3alaih *crying* he's simply gone!

She cried. She told Farah everything that has happened. Farah didn't know what to do. She had no idea what was going on with Hamani. She had no choice but to talk to Fahad.

FARAH:

Farah: FAHAD, shetgouli enta tkalma? Agoulik lebnaya ga3da tabchi?
Fahad: ya3ni shasawi? Hmayen mo rathy yefhamni wala 7ata yfahemni sh9ayirr! Madri 3ana mayrid 3alay!
Farah: Please Fahad kalma, tara mo shay hayin 3ala Fajer. She can't live like this !
Fahad: InshAlla al7een a7acheeh, bas lat7ateen!

HAMANI: (ya waily 3alaik ya Hamani:()

Ana shloun hadait'ha? Shloun chethy geltlaha? Shloun akhaleeha wamshi? 7abeebti shloun kanat tabchi! Kint abi alimha abi anaseeha bas ma gedart kan lazim amsik nafsi ini ab3id 3anha shway! may9eer ta3abt w ta3abt'ha wiyay! w al7een 6al3atly hal Haya! ya rabi shasawii!! a7ibha walla a7ibha! 3omri ma abeeha etshouf shay maywannis'ha! brou7ha ily feeha kaafeeha! magdaar chethy anaa! ana lazim adawirly 7al 3ashan ansaha shwaya! Lazim abti3id w akhaleeha, lazim akhaleeha it3eesh shwaya! Shloun wihya ga3da bas brou7ha! Laaa may9eer chethy brou7ha ihya belbaitt! Khalaa9 bas insaaha shway! legait el7al!!

.......

FAHAD:

Fahad kept on calling Hamani until he finally answered.

Fahad: yaakhi enta shfeek?
Hamani: iskit zain iskit!
Fahad: Shfeek Hmayen? Mant chethy??
Hamani: Fajer magdar athait'ha wiyay!
Fahad: 7abebi ihya rathya w tabi tig3ad wiyak ! Khalha! Ihya rathya!
Hamani: Fhaid shtabeeni asawi? ana martha 3alaiha!! ya3ni shloun ako a7ad yertha 3ala ily i7iba ina yit3ab!! yaaah, may9eer chethyy!
Fahad: enzain wshil7al?
Hamani: qarart ini adris barah, 3ala ma akhali9 arid wakh6ibha!
Fahad: mn 9ijiik ent?
Hamani: magdaar, kelyoom ashoufha wihya mo ly! MO WIYAY! Shtabeeni asawi ghair chethyy?!
Fahad: Hmayen? Ely e7ib yin7ash? Khalik Allaa katiblikom chethy! Mo shar6 6ool elwakt ekoon el7ob kamil! Lazim fee awqaat 9a3ba! May9eer seeda tistaslim! Itha 9ij t7ibha i9mid ougaf yamha, witha ihya ba3ad 9ij t7ibik bitsawi nafs il shay!

....

Fahad tried convincing Hamani in staying in many ways. Fahad knew his friend very well, he couldn't live away from Fajer. She was his first love of his life. She's different. She's different in a speacial and unique way.

....

HAMANI'S HOUSE:

Seemed like he didn't change his mind.

Hamad(Hamani's father): Int mit2aked?
Hamani: ee yuba, winshAlla laih radait akh6ibha!
Hamad: Khala9 yuba 9aar!

......

NEXT MORNING:

HAMANI:

Hamani sent his papers to the US to complete his studies there. It was still summer and he has a lot of time waiting for them to accept him and time for him to move to the US.

When he woke up he felt different. He felt lost. He would wake up everyday to the sound of the most beautiful person on earth, but this time it was only him. He tried keeping her off his mind, but she was always there. He was always day dreaming. He didn't forget her for a second.

FAJER:

Fajer woke up to Dana, Ghalia, and Farah's voices they were convincing her to go and talk to Hamani.

Fajer: laaa shno arou7la? Shagoula? He already left me! Magdar!
Dana: SHNO MATIDGIREEN!!! You love him!

Dana, Ghalia, and Farah would envy Fajer for having Hamani. They would always say he was the perfect man. They would never let their cousin let go of this man easily.

.......

Enjooyy;))

You guys im still catching up on the blogs i read so sorry for not commenting;**


I LOVE YOU!!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

is it you? 32

FAJER:

I could hear Hamani's voice on the phone trying to calm me down. He was so worried and I didn't have the energy to tell him what was going on. I was so fed up of everything that was going on around me and I couldn't help but cry. I thought of crying as the best solution, but unfortunately it was making things worse. I was going from one problem to another. I'm tired of trying to keep up with everything and having to deal with all of these problems. The most important problem is never losing Hamani.

Minutes later I could hear Hamani's voice outside my door. The door was locked and he kept knocking on the door.

.......

Hamani was knocking on Fajer's door. Fajer didn't know what to do. She hesitated. She thought of telling him to go away but she knew that he wouldn't. She thought of how the hell was he in my house but she didn't really care.

Hamani from behind the door kept on talking calmly.

Hamani: 7abeebti, Jourii open the door!

Hamani: 7abeebti shfeech bas gouleeli??

Hamani: Jourii 7ayati entay ba6lay elbaab

Hamani: tara ma ra7 arou7 ela laiman tficheena !

Fajer kept on hearing him calling her in the softest and sweetest way. He was charming. She really couldn't resist him. He had this magic spell on her.

She got up and opened the door for him without realizing what she was wearing. She was in her Spongebob shirt and her mini shorts.

She opened the door and threw herself into Hamani's arms. Hamani came in and closed the door after him.

Fajer saw him and kept on crying.

Hamani: bas 7abeebtii walla entay, mno mza3lich? shfeech?
Fajer: *crying* kent nayma, wila this .... *crying* sqeauky voice of hers, uuughhhh i hate her !!!!! ma7ibhhaaa !!! shno hathaaa !! *crying*
Hamani: Shno shfeech? mno hathy??
Fajer: HAYA !! *crying*
Hamani: ahh ya bent elkalb!!! (Allahuma eni 9ayma:$)
Fajer: tadrii... wallaa shno laish chethy ihya? mabi ma7ibha Hamani I hate her! shno she likes you laaa !!!

Fajer calmed down. She got up washed her face and came back to Hamani.

He saw her and felt guilty.

Hamani: Kela mnii ana ! lebnaya kanat b2ahda 7ayat gabel lat3arifni, laish chethy ana sawait feeha! amshi wayeeblaha ilmashakil !!

Hamani: 7abeebti Joura, shgalatlich ihya?
Fajer: Itgoul, ena she likes you w ina you hate me, w ina you're gonna get married and everything !! madrii madrii i can't remember !!
Hamani: t5asi , ana awareeha !
Fajer: EEEEEEEEEE , galat 3anik you're hot !!! laaaa ma7ibhaaa shno hatha waiii33 w she called you Hamanii !! HAMANII !!!!!!!!!!
Hamani: khatwali ma 3aalaich mnhaa !
Fajer: 9out'haaa maagdaar lail7een m3alig bathounii shasawiii !! UGGGHHHH HAMANI I HATE HER WALLAAA !!

Hamani held her hands.

Hamani: 7abeebtii, bagoulich shay bas t2amneeni matiz3ileen

He was so serious that Fajer was about to cry.

She looked him in the eyes and she knew what he was about to say, she won't like.

Fajer: LAAA, please laaa mabi asma33 !!
Hamani: SIM3EENII !!

Fajer was in tears once again. (hathi ma 2athatna wayid tabchii:P)

Fajer: HAMANI, please don't Allaa ykhaleekk !
Hamani: t7ibeenii??
Fajer: Hamani, amooott 3alaikkk thats not a question!!
Hamani: wana amoot 3alaich akthar wallaa, magdar a3eesh bedounich bas..



























BAS SHNOOOO??????????????@@ ... agoulikom?!!:P














Hamani: magdar ata3bich wiyay !!

And Fajer's rain fall started.

Fajer: Inta MN 9IJIKK!!!????! MN 9IJIKKK?! LAAA !!! HAmanii laaaaa laa ! Pleasee laaa !!
Hamani: wallaa il3athaab hatha wala shayy, magdar ata3bich wiyay! 7abeebti entay !!
Fajer: HOW DARE YOU CALL ME 7ABEEBTIK?!!

Fajer moved away.

Hamani: Fajer sim3eenii, bas akhali9 diraasty atqadamlich!!
Fajer: HAMANII!!!! inta isma3ni !! a7ibik ana ! shno 3ogob kil hatha yay itgouli chethy? 3ogob kil hatha? ana walla misti3da asta7mil kil shay 3ashanik! lo hatha shwaya im ready 7ag ily aqwa.. i cant live without you walla mali a7ad ghairik Allaa ykhaleek latsawi feenii chethy ! Please Hamani just listen to yourself.. it7ibni? it7ibni w chethy bitsawi feeni witkhaleeni !! you know i cant live without!! INTA ADRA ILNAS ! inta tadrii ana shno w tadri how weak i am!! walla 3ashanik misti3ida at7ada ildinya kilahaa bas latkhaleenii !!!

and she cried.

Hamani got up and kissed her head.

Hamani: 3ashani, saway ily agoulich 3alaih! 3ashani !! tit7adain il3alam? ana agoulich bas ta7adi nafsich! 9ibray! waray nafsich ena tegdireen t3eesheen bedouni lo bas 7ag shway!! Alllaa ykhaleech 7awlay matfakreen feeni! adri shay ita3ib adrii ,. bas walla mnkither 7obi lich magdar ashoufich kela za3laana!! Allaa y5aleech insay shway 3ani... w 3irfay ini a7ibich w ma ra7 at5ala 3anich!! w rabi wallaa ya Fajer ya aghla ma ib hal denya la a3ayshich a7la 3eesha w la a5aleech malikty intay walla. w akhaleech mistansa 6ool 3omrich !! w ra7 ayee atqadamlich w inshAllaa ily Alla katba bi9eer !! 7abeebtii walla a7ibich!!

Hamani and Fajer were both heartbroken. Hamani wanted her more than anything. He wanted to live the rest of his life with her. He had his word and he would never leave her this way. But he had to just to make her happy.

Hamani: 3omri ma ra7 atkhala 3anich...

and he left.

...
IM SORRY:( WALLA ANA BABCHII:(

Enjoyy;)
Don't forget 10 comments:P!

Mubarak 3alaikom AlShahar:*

RMUTHAN<3

Wanasa wa2akheeran Rmuthan yah!! MashAllaaa mar elwakt bser3aa!! :D

Anyways, mubarak 3alaikom alshahar;****

Thank you all for your lovely comments!!

I can't believe Rmuthan !!! :D

YAAALAH 7ISN ILKHATMAAA!!!! inshAllaa ykoun a7la shahar 7agna kilna, w inshAllaa ma7ad ekoun za3lan 3ala a7ad !!

Bagoulikom shay tawa 9ar feeni !!

Kint ga3da agra Qura'an okay? So, tawni on the 4th page w mo gadra akamil a7is ib khanga kilish mo gadra, t3arfoun laiman your takhnigkom il3abra? chethy 9ar feeni w bala3eemi i3awrouni magdar akamil kilish! Wagaft w ga3adt astaghfir rabii ! Chan awal shay ini6 ib bali this person! This person ana za3alta 7AIL!! w thayagt khulga 7AIL!! ma tet9awiroun w i regret it w lail7een i dont forgive myself! Ilmohim 9ar feeni laaa bas shloun chethy Rmuthan w mkhalya shakh9 chethy 3aziz 3alay!! Chan agoum wadig 3ala this person wat2asaf ! that person kan a6yab insan wallaa amoot 3alaiihhhh ;**** ilmohem w they were like "a9lan ana mo m3a9ba" w i was so happy by then! 9akait ilphone w ga3adt abchi bedoun la a7is!! shway wila arid agra Qura'an!! TADROUN SHNO RAA7AA?! 7asaaiiitt chena haam w raa7 3ani !! akamil agraaa wala 7ata a7is bshay ila ini mistansa!!
jad w rabii SUB7AAN ALLAAAH !!!!!!!!!!!! :****************

matadroun shkither bichait ya3ni laiman fakart feehaa !!:D

atmana ina ma7ad ekoun za3lan 3alay:$ ??
A7is ina ghala6 i post w ib rmuthan :P
ilmohem I'll post inshAllaa now a long post le3younkom bas;**
I LOVE YOU GUYSSS !!:******
Taqabal Allaah 6a3atkomm!!:*

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

is it you? 31

YOU GUYSSS;******


Shlounkom? Shimsaween?
I MISSED YOU ALL !!! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WAAALLAA:***


Anyone has any suggestions aw shakawi:P here's my e-mail !


yours.m@hotmail.com


and, hmmmm.. there are two new rules:P!
1. Please kitbaw your names you anonys:p!
2. Itha less than 10 comments, I won't post!:p


DEAL?!:P
OKAYY!! :D


I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU !!!!


.........


It was 9 pm, and the guys would leave at 2 or so. Fajer decided to take a nap until Hamani calls her.


She had her mobile on vibrate.


*tzz* *tzz* (ya3ni vibration:p)


Her mobile kept vibrating until Fajer woke up. She answered without looking at the caller.


Fajer: alooo
Haya: ABAIIIH FAJOOORRRR HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!


Fajer was half asleep and she heard this voice she is so waking up.


Fajer: mnoo??
Haya: MA 3arafteeenii?!!! ANA HAYOOONAA !


Fajer: Hayooonaa??!!:)

Haya: tathkireen thaak elyoom ana Haya Al-Flani 5athait raqmich mn Shaikha (Fajer and Haya's friend, the way they met.)

Fajer: Oh heyy *confused*
Haya: Shiftich elyoom jidam bait my cousin chan athkirich w 9ar feeni LAZIM we catch up !


Fajer: BAIT HER COUSIN?! WTH?!


Fajer: OH 9ijj?! I didn't see you 7asafa !!:)
Haya: OMG, lazim lazim agoulich !
Fajer: goulay!!
Haya: HAMANI ALFLANI IS SOOOOOOOOOO HOTT!!!

Fajer, chena a7ad 6ag'ha 6raag!!!


Fajer: OH NO SHE DIDN'T !!! :@ He's my HAMANII!!! She dosen't call him HAMANII LAAAA :(((( !!! SHNO HE'S HOT?@@ LAAAAAAAA !!! HES MINE YAL KHAYSA NO NO !!!!!!!!! :@:@


Fajer: haha, who's he?
Haya: t7awleen t5isheen 3ala nafsich!? Tara I know you're dating!
Fajer: Okay? wal7een?
Haya: yaya agoulich tara ohwa yil3ab 3alaich w may7ibich 9adgeeni! tawni kint 3indihom 3al ghada w he was so sweet ! madri shloun 6ali3ach intay yal jaikara! ya kirhich madri shno shaaf feech, maleeqa w 7adich tlaw3een elchabd!! bas ana agoulich shakla imbayin byakh6ibni walla mn 3ainaa ! shloun kan e6ali3ni ma shifteeh!! So BACK OFF !!! :D


*6ooo6* *6ooo6*


And she hung up.


Fajer wasn't the type that can defend at the same time. She needed time to pick her right words. This time it was all about Hamani so she was weak. She had no idea what to do but to go for the one that would always make her feel better, Hamani.

To: A
Call me when you're done:(

Hamani was in the Duwaniya, so there were the guys and he couldn't talk to Fajer infront of them. So he sent her a message cause he was worried.

From: A
7abeebti, shfeech?:*

When Fajer read his message she broke down. She was in tears. She couldn't help but cry. She didn't know why. But when it comes to Hamani everything around her changes. She couldn't help that someone else liked Hamani, or even called him 'Hamani'. She was so angry and sad, a lot of mixed feelings. She just couldn't explain.

To: A
When you're done;*

She sent him the message and calmed herself down. She thought of calling Farah but she didn't really like the idea that anyone would know all about these stuff. It was all between Hamani and Fajer.

An hour has passed and Hamani still didn't call. A lot of thoughts went through Fajer's head.

"What if he really does like Haya?!"

"WHY DOES SHE LIKE HIM?!"

"I bet there are thousands of girls out there who want him!"

"What if he leaves me for Haya!"

"What if his father forces him to marry her!!"

She kept thinking. Until Hamani called her.

Hamani: Jourii *worried tone*

Just hearing him say "Jouri" Fajer broke down once again. She thought of losing him. That he wouldn't be hers anymore just because of Haya.

Fajer: *crying*
Hamani: 7abeeebtiii, mno mza3lich?! Ridaay 3alayy!

Hamani was so worried. Fajer couldn't tell him. She wanted to tell him but she didn't know how. She just couldn't.
(t3arfoun laiman you have a lot of things in mind and something happens and it was time for everything to come out? Chethy 9ar feeha.)

Hamani tried to calm her down. But when Fajer hears his voice, hearing him calling her "7abeebti", "7ayatii", "Denyiti", and "Jouri". The words that no one ever used them to call her just made everything worse. She was so in love with him she was so scared of losing him.

Hamani was in the Duwaniya, he couldn't take it anymore. He got up and headed to Fajer's house. He rang the bell and Rosie opened the door. He was still on the line with Fajer he could hear her cry.

Hamani: where is Fajer?

3aad Rosie ma 9adigat 3ala Allah!

Rosie: come come !!

and he followed her to Fajer's room.

..
Enjoyyyyy;)))

SHNO BI9EEERR??!!^^

10 comments and you'll know !!:P haha!

Love you;****

is it you? 30

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :*************
mabi atkalam:p bas sorry:$ and one more thing hatha ta9beera once again!:p

Thank you guys;*** , 7ag kel mn sa2al 3anii wallaa:D:************* ILY!!!!

Btw, mako action in this post:P!

.............

Hamani: lail7een za3lana a3arfich!
Fajer: laa walla mo z3lana!
Hamani: hmm, akeed?
Fajer: eee wallaa akeeed:D
Hamani: 7abeebtii wallaa:*
Fajer: *giggles*
Hamani: shitsawi il7ilwa?
Fajer: ga3da akil cake waaaaay ishawig!
Hamani: cake ishawig??
Fajer: EEE, way elcolors chethy zouqa!!!!
Hamani: Allaaa ykhaleech Fajer ghayray elmawthou3!:P
Fajer: Fajer haaa???:P mn 3youni Abdulrahman!!:D
Hamani: Eeeeee ya Fajer!:p
Fajer: Eeeee ya ABDULRAHMAN!!!!!!!:p
Hamani: 3eeedeeeeh 3eedeeeeeeh!!
Fajer: ABDULRAHMAAAAN !!
Hamani: GAAAAAALBIIIIIIIIII !!!
Fajer: tit6anaz?:)
Hamani: laaaaaa, jad 3eedeeeh !!
Fajer: MAAABII!!!!
Hamani: mashiiii :)
Fajer: shbitsawi shaikh Abdulrahman?!:)
Hamani: Agoool, ya shaikha Fajer.. latsaween rou7ich ana ily:p
Fajer: Ya3ni gha9ib ana ily inta?:p LAZGAAA Abdulrahmaan!!!:p
Hamani: shighly ma3ach ba3dain:p
Fajer: OKAY!!!:P
Hamani: mistansa?!:p
Fajer: OOOOOOOOFFFFFF 7adyyyyyyyyy !!!!! (t3arfoun laiman yahaal shloun egoloun chethy she said it:p)

Hamani couldn't help but laugh. He loved her. He loved how she acted and he loves how she forgets easily. She wouldn't stay mad at anyone espeacially Hamani.

Hamani: 7abeebti elyoom duwaniya, welshabab w9ilaw!
Fajer: EE kaani digayig w nazla!!!
Hamani: nazla wain???
Fajer: 3indikom!:P
Hamani: gi3day mokanich!! winshiftich it6al6ileen ya wailich!!
Fajer: InshAllaa shaikh ABDULRAHMAAAAN !!
Hamani: HA?
Fajer: HAMAAAAAANIIIIII :P
Hamani: bas 5ala9 chethy btithbi7eeni bye:p
Fajer: Okay, bye:P

MEANWHILE:

Shahad and Haya on the phone.

Haya: LAA, ma shifteeh shloun zafni *crying*
Shahad: khala9 ana awareech feeh!! Walla la akhaleeh yetzawijich bas intay ni6ray!
Haya: zafniii 3ashanha!! w jidamhaaa !! LAAA *crying*
Shahad: Khala9 intay 3alaich Fajer wana 3alay Abdulrahman!! 9AR?!
Haya: 9AARRR ... *EHE2 EHE2!!!*

WAAY 7ATA ANA I HATE HAYA:(!!

............

Fajer stayed at home for the rest of the day. While Hamani was in the Duwaniya with his friends. Farah, Ghalia, and Dana were at their grandmother's but Fajer wasn't in the mood of going out and since the guys are in the Duwaniya Hamani told her not to go out.

Haya and Shahad were planning how to get rid of Fajer and how to get Hamani to love Haya. (btw, haya JAIKARAAAA:) SI7T:) TLAWI3 IL CHABD:), I thought of making her look hot bas 7asait btikrihouni:p wana 7ata kiraht Haya so lazim shwaya we get revenge by making her look bad:D DEAL?!!)

.....
ENJOOYYYYYY;)))
Another one yaay bil 6ireeej!:P

Friday, July 30, 2010

is it you? 29

I miss you guys!!
Wallaa I miss you loads, magdar aw9if!
A7is ini min3azla 3an eldenya laiman ma kent wiyakom:(
I love you all! Wala mara Ithanked you guys 9a7?
Okay then yabeela post brou7a after this;*
InshAllaa this is long;*

This goes out to every single one of you beautiful, amazing readers;*

BISMILA:D

.....

Haya went to her phone and looked at the caller. Then raised her head only to find Hamani's furious eyes.

Haya quickly put her phone in her bag and excused herself. She went to her car but didn't know that Hamani was following her.

FAJER:

Fajer was bored from the tv, so she got up and headed outside to get some cake from the nearest bakery.

She sent a msg to Hamani telling him that she's heading out.

...

Fajer was now out only to find Hamani with Haya.

Let me clear things out. Fajer knows Haya from a friend. She doesn't really know her personally, you can say bas salam bainhom. Haya got Hamani's number from Shahad, and Shahad got it from Hamad's phone which is Hamani's father without him knowing.
Clear?!:D

And Yeah Haya hates Fajer. So I guess Fajer's gotta watch out!

HAMANI:

Hamani: entay shloun chethy etsaween???
Haya: Shno SAWAIT?
Hamnai: Sim3eeni lat3aleen 9outich! Tadreen lo hal 7achi you9al 7ag eboy e6alig Shahad?!
Haya: Okay, Hamani..
Hamani: A9'3ar 3yalich ana Hamani?!
Haya: Asfaa belghala6, bas isma3ni!! Ma kan qa9di walla! Bas Ana A7ibik!
Hamani: shno hal qilat iladab?! Mo 3aib?! A3arfich t3arfeenii?
Haya: Itha you didn't notice tara ana wiyak bil JAM3A!!
Hamani: Wana bas ag3ad a6ali3 ilbanat wila rayi7 adris!!!?

Haya was scared, she saw Hamani's anger for the first time.

Haya really did love Hamani. She would stalk him every single day. But Hamani never really noticed her. She would always try to talk to him but he would never give her the chance. He was always so busy with other things. He never had the time to look around.

FAJER:

Fajer got out of the house and saw Hamani outside and she noticed Haya, which she knew that she wasn't Hamani's stepmother.

Fajer: Hathyy Haya Al-X shako?! Shyayibha 3indihom?! HATHI T9EER 7AG HAMANI!? EW! I HOPE NOT!

So, she hid behind the bushes. She didn't want them to see her. She can see that they were arguing. So, she acted normal and went to her car.

HAYA:

Haya is the kind of girl that was mmmmm bekhti9ar :p ray7a feeha!

Haya: Shoufff 7abeebtiik bas *pointing to Fajer*

Hamani turned around and saw Fajer.

Hamani: Sim3eeni 3adil ihya 7abeebti mo 7abeebti entay malich shighel w sim3eeni itha shiftich imgarba yam Fajer wila imsawyatlaha shay walla la entay w Shahad tendimoun 3ala elyoom ely dashaitaw fee baitna FAHMA?!

Haya was so scared that a tear escaped from her eyes, she then ran to her car and sped away.

HAMANI:

Hamani was furious he didn't know what to do. He looked at his phone and found a message from Fajer , so he called her.

Hamani: aloo
Fajer: heyyy
Hamani: wain ri7tay?
Fajer: bakery, im so hungry i need cake
Hamani: ahhaa
Fajer: Feek shay?
Hamani: laa2
Fajer: mmm, so you know Haya Al-X ?
Hamani: t9eer 7ag mort eboy
Fajer: ahaa

Hamani didn't tell her that Haya brought her name up, he thought that he would keep it till later better.

Hamani: inzain yalla akalmich ba3dain ga3da tsougeen byeee

and he hung up without waiting for Fajer's reply.

Fajer: Okaayyy?? why did he have to talk to me this way? shfee mnafis 3alay ana? ^o) well he's through a bad phase so i have to calm him down and be by his side. right?:D

Hamani: Al7een Fajer maskeena shako belsalfa? cheni kalamt'ha ib nafsiya?! offff, 3ad kilish wala Jouri 7abeebtii wallaa !!

He sat in the duwaniya waiting for Fajer to come back so he can call her.

Fajer arrived and got in. Minutes later he called her.

Fajer: hii

Kan imbayin ina Fajer 7az ib 5a6erha.

Hamani: 7abeebtii
Fajer: hmm?
Hamani: asif gabel shway walla Haya hathi khalatni a3a9ib

and he told her everything about how she was the one who called him and told him about his father and how she brought up Fajer. And he told her that Shahad and Haya saw them when they came back from the chalet.

Fajer: HHH , al7een etrou7 etgool 7ag ebok!
Hamani: la tkhasi ma tegdar tet7acha, w eboy e3arfni 3adil 7ata law dara ma ra7 egoul shay yadri ini mo ga3id al3ab!
Fajer: ahhh okay!


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to be continued lovlies;*

Enjoyyy;)))

is it you? 28

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW!:(
I'm sorry walla, you have no idea!
I had this thing going on and now I'm free il7amdila:D

SORRY:*****************
Thanks my lovely readers I love you a lot!! WALLAAA:***********
You're the best !!!:*


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Hamani got in, greet Shahad, Haya, and his father.



Hamad: halla yuba ta3al yamii

Hamani: Allaah y7ayeek



and he sat down.



Shahad started putting food in their plates.



Hamad: Hamani yuba hathi Shahad zoujti w hathi bint khalha Haya!



Hamani faked a smile to both of them.



Shahad: 3ad walla sima3t wayid ashya2 7ilwa 3anik

Hamad: eee akeeed hatha wildi ba3add

Shahad: ee Hamani, Haya tawha takharijat wain tin9a7ha trou7 ay jam3a?

Hamani: Walla trou7 ely erayi7ha w ay major tabii ya3ni !



Without looking their way with his eyes on his plate.



He started talking with his father about the company and how the work in going completely ignoring Haya and Shahad's presence.



Haya: Shloun maya36eenii wayh!!! Hatha ma yadrii ana mno!? ANA HAYA! Mo ay a7ad chethy e3amelni ana awareeh!!



They finished eating and Hamad got up to wash his hands. As Hamani was about to get up, Haya stopped him. She stopped him by her voice and words.



Haya: eeee tadreen barou7 amiir 3ala bait Fajer Al-X kahwa jidamkom bas basalim w barja3

Shahad: Laa g3day ba3dain rou7ayy!!



He didn't show her that he cared and went to the living room and it showed that she just wanted him to hear her.



Hamani: A3arriiff hal 9ouutt!! walla btilashna feehom hathail elthentain! Ana shloun al7een bag3ad 3ind hathi! weshloun Fajer t3arif hal ashkaall?!!?



Haya and Shahad came to the living room with Hamad. They started chatting about how they met. But Hamani wasn't really interested, he was thinking about Haya. Who is she? He knew her voice very well.

He remembered her voice. He knew who she is. So, he went to his phone and called "fa3ilat ilkhair" and guess what?!

HAYA'S PHONE RANG!!

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Ya 7ilween;*
ta9beera until i finish 29, i love you guys and sorry once again;******


ENJOOOOOOOOYYYYY;)):**

Saturday, July 24, 2010

is it you? 27

From now on I'll be posting short posts, sorry:(

or do you want long ones twice a week?

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Hamani's house:

Shahad(Hamani's stepmother): bas ya Hamad(Hamani's father) may9eer chethy ta6rid li9bay! ya3ni wain erou7 yeg3ad? may9eer chethyy! Lail7een ohwa wildik w i7ibik w i3izik akeed ya3ni byiz3al awal shay, bas ba3dain byertha!
Hamad: Khalaani a3a9ib!! Shloun chethy e7acheeni mo ana eboh!!
Shahad: eee la2anik 9idamta! w akeed ma kan mitwaqa3 t7i6 wa7da bidal omah Alla yer7amha!!
Hamad: Wallaa inich a9eelaa ya Shahad! inshAllaa ana ba7acheeh al7een w bagoula iyee 3al ghada ba3ad 3ashan yet3araf 3alaich!
Shahad: ee chethy zain! w Hamad ma geltlik, ana gelt 7ag Haya bint khali tyee titghada!
Hamad: ee 3adi 7ayaaha Alla!

Shahad: haha, Hamani w Haya !!! LAYIG 9A7?!

Chalet:

Fajer and Hamani were still outside playing with the dogs. Then Hamani's phone rang.

Hamani: eboy
Fajer: rou7 riidd !

So, he went inside and answered.

Hamani: aloo
Hamad: ta3aal taghada
Hamani: la yuba ana mashghoul
Hamad: trid ibook?
Hamani: khala9 inshAlla!
Hamad: yallaa ba7acheek, w akeed tabi tit3araf 3ala Shahad mo chethy?
Hamani: 3adil yuba!
Hamad: 3afyaaa, tarbeetii !!

And he closed the phone.

He went out to Fajer.

Fajer: is everything okay?
Hamani: ee, egouli ta3al tghada!
Fajer: EEE EE rou777 !!
Hamani: La bag3ad wiyaach!
Fajer: LAAA BETROU7!! yallaa imsh!!

She pulled him to the car and stood there.

Fajer: YALLAA!!
Hamani: ma ra7 arou7!
Fajer: please please rou7!
Hamani: mabi arou7 ashoufha!
Fajer: Yimkin she's sweet ma tadrii !! YALLA PLEASE HAMANI !!

She kept whining until he gave in.

Hamani: enzain yalah! bas ana rayi7 3ashanich!
Fajer: Okay!!:p whatever elmohem enik etrou7!!

He laughed at the way she talked and drove off.

He dropped Fajer at her house and parked at his.

Little did he know that Shahad and Haya were standing by the window.

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another post bachir;*
enjoy;)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

yourself*

The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you, its when you don't understand yourself.

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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

is it you? 26

On their way they stopped at Starbucks, Hamani got down and bought their drinks. They sipped their hot coffee through AlMalik Fahad. When they got to Bnaider Hamani remembered that there wasn't any food in the chalet, so they headed to Sultan Center.


They got down and got their trolley.


Fajer: Hamani we don't need food!
Hamani: embalaa!! yalla imshay!


He got everything.


Fajer: tadri ena the cart KELA junk 9a7?
Hamani: ee ana bashtirreehom 3ashan tamtineen!
Fajer: MA RA7 AKIL WALA SHAY!!
Hamani: benshouf:p
Fajer: okay!!! :D


They got to the cashier and they started arguing for who will be paying for all of this.


Hamani: AL7een entay shako? Mo ma ra7 takleen shay?


Fajer gave him the scariest look and gave in. Hamani laughed at her.


They put the stuff in the car and went to Hamani's chalet.


Their chalet was any chalet. It had the perfect location, nice building and everything. It was like a Duwaniya for the guys. But from the inside it was like a mansion. It was amazing.

Fajer: Okay:p, the decor is a woman's taste! No way its you or your dad:p
Hamani: ee walla omi Allah yer7amha! *smile*
Fajer: Sorry, Allaah yer7amha!


But the smell of the place changed Fajer's opinion.


Fajer: mno gal inkom kilkom ma tdakhnoun? ree7at zigayir qamta!
Hamani: asif 3amity Fajer:p
Fajer: whatever:p bas latdakhin!
Hamani: la ana ma adakhin:p
Fajer: mn gaaal!!!


and she pointed at his pocket where he had his lighter and packet.


Hamani: lay7oushik shloun 9idteeh:p
Fajer: MashAlla! :p


Fajer helped Hamani in putting the stuff in the kitchen, until she heard dogs barking.


Fajer: YOU HAVE A DOG? *excited*
Hamani: eee laish?

Fajer: ALLAAAH ALLAAHH, what dog?
Hamani: Husky:p
Fajer: HHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!! I WANT !!!
Hamani: inshAllaaa


Hamani laughed at her inoccence. She looks so cute when she gets excited. When Hamani saw her he forgot all about his father.


They went outside to the garden.


There were the two Huskies. Both of them were running towards Hamani and Fajer.


Fajer looked so scared and hid behind Hamani.


Fajer: YUMMAA YUMMAA!!! HAMANI WAKHIRHOM!!


Hamani couldn't help but laugh.


Hamani: al7een tawich thab7atni, tabeen tshoufeen wal7een minkhasha:p!
Fajer: I want to see, bas laish chethy they were running YUMA!!:p
Hamani: Heehe, ta3alay!!


He held her hand they both sat on the green grass. He put his hand into hers and brushed on the back of one of his Huskies.


Fajer: Allaah he's so cute! Shisma?
Hamani: Mo tith7ikeen:p, hatha 3antar w hatheek 3abla:p
Fajer: HAHA, 3ad laish?:p
Hamani: La2ana e7iboun ba3ath wayid, shoufay!


And the love showed. They playing around and 3antar took care of 3abla very well.


Fajer: you bought them?
Hamani: laaaa


and here comes his father to his mind.


Hamani: eboy!


Fajer saw his expressions change when he said his father.


Fajer: shfeek?
Hamani: *sigh*

and he told her everything. He told her that a woman called and told him that she was "Fa3ilat khair". He told her that his father surprised him with a step mother who is the same age as Fajer. Fajer couldn't believe what she heard. Hamani always told her about how his father loved his mother. And that he would never think of getting married at all. He raised Hamani in a way that showed him that. Fajer sat their listening to everything Hamani said. She didn't interrupt him. Until he finished she assured him that everything is gonna be okay.

Hamani: Shloun ou ohwa 6aradni barah elbait?
Fajer: Laish 6ridakk!? :O
Hamani: la2ana mo 3ajibni ina mdakhil wa7da ghareeba baitna la wilmoshkila inha asghar mni! w shloun yabeeni ajabil ilawadim mo 3aib! rayal shkubra sh3irtha iyee chethy isawii!
Fajer: khatwali lat7irik! ma 3alaik mnha! bas may9eer hatha ebook ou ohwa ely rabaak w ta3ab 3alaik!
Hamani: ohwa wiyaha ba3ad!
Fajer: Laaa Hamani 3aib he's your father mahma kan!
Hamani: e7i6 wa7da mithel hathi mokan omi?!
Fajer: laaa!! Bas shitsawi life is hard 7abeebi, we have to deal with it! Lata3ib nafsik!
Hamani: Walla madri shasawii!
Fajer: bas rou7la, 7acha wit2asaf mna! w goula ina mo 3ajbik bas ib hedou2 yimkin ileen rasa w y6aligha wila shay!
Hamani: Ana gelt chethy bas mo al7een lazim afakir! Magdar amsik a39abi etha shifta wila shift'ha!

Fajer side hugged him and he hugged her back. He thought of how wonderful Fajer is and kissed her forehead.

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Enjoy;))
I love you:*
Long?:p

Monday, July 19, 2010

is it you? 25

This one is dedicated to all of my lovely readers:*

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FAJER:

Fajer:It's almost 2, ekalim mno? Yimkin ebooh! Laaaa! I don't think so! A7is there's something wrong.

HAMANI:

Hamani: Lo sama7tay mashkoura ma ga9artay, bas mabi a3arif shbetgouleen!
..: la walla bet3arif! And I'm sure!
Hamani: Shily ikhaleech chethy waathqa?
..: La2ana 3an shakh9 3azeez 3alaik!

FAJER:

20 minutes later..

Fajer: Shakla ma ra7 idig.. Shakla mokalama mohema! 7adi ta3bana!

Fajer got out of bed to close her lights. Her shutters were open and so was Hamani's she looked out of the window and found Hamani standing there giving her his back. He was on the phone, she waited for him to look at her. He turned around, closed the phone, and shutters.

She thought that he would call, she waited for him but he didn't. She waited for 10 more minutes maybe he was changing. But still he didn't call.

So, she went to sleep thinking what might have happened.

NEXT MORNING:

Fajer was still asleep and things at Hamani's house are not turning out in a good way, at all. Hamani's father arrived from America and Hamani didn't accept this kind of "guest" in his house.

Hamani: YUBA SHLOUN ENTA TSAWI CHETHY?! HATHA ILY INTA 3ALAMTNI 3ALAIH!
Hamani's dad: LA T3ALY 9OUTIK!!!
Hamani: Inta khalait feeha ti3ily 9out?!!
Hamani's dad: Khala9 ya Abdulrahman!!!! ILy 9aaar 9aaaarr!!
Hamani: A3ARIF MN ILGHAREEEB?! SHLOUN CHETHY?! LAISH TSAWI CHETHY YA YUBA!!!
Hamani's dad: Lil mara ilalf la t3aaaaly 9outiik!!!!!!
Hamani: Isma3 ya yuba itha ma 9ala7t ghal6ttiik!! Ana maaani wildiik!!!
Hamani's dad: Mit2akid?
Hamani: eee
Hamani's dad: 3ayal elbaaaab yousa3lo jamal!!! E6LA3 BARAAAH !!!!

Hamani took his stuff from his room and he was on his way out only to find his step-mother which is his age in the living room.
He gave her a death stare and went out of to stay at the chalet.

Hamani didn't believe that his father forgot about his mother. He loved her with all his heart and now he replaced her with this cheap teanager.

Hamani: HATHA SHLOUN chethy esawii?!! E7ibb omii !!! CHETHY ESAWII? AY 7ob ay ba6eeekh!!! HATHA SHNO ?! LAAAAA W YA RAIT WA7DA SAN3A KHATHA!! MAKHITHLY HATHI ILY KOBRI MADRI ASGHAR MNII !!!! Allaah ysam7iik ya yuba!! Allaah ysam7iik!!

FAJER:

Fajer woke up and quickly checked her phone. But unfortunately there weren't any missed calls or messages from Hamani. She got up and went to the window. She looked for Hamani's car but it wasn't there. She got worried so she sent him a message.

Fajer: laykoon za3laan 3alay!! Laa kilish mo waktaa, ma ftakait mn hatheek elsalfa te6la3ly thanyaa!! iffff shfeeeh!!!

To: A
7abeebi, is everything okay?;*

Hamani read the message and cursed his father for letting him forget all about Fajer.

He called her straight away.

Hamani: 7abeebti asif walla bas lahait walla! *sigh*
Fajer: laa 3adi, bas shfeek?
Hamani: amirich tyeen wiyay ilshalaih w agoulich?

Fajer hesitated, she didn't like the idea at all. But she wanted to know what was wrong with Hamani. So she agreed.

She changed into her pink Juicy overall. Had her natural hair down. And went out to Hamani. She got in and they went off to the chalet.

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Enjoyy;)
So, shbi9eer???
I love you:*

is it you? 24

I'm glad you guys loved the previous post:D

Enjoyy;)

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FARAH:

Farah: Fahad, walla I'm sorry inta ma tadri shno 9ar!
Fahad: Shifeed elasaf?
Farah: Fahadd
Fahad: *sigh* na3am?
Farah: Adri ini ghila6t ib 7agik, wallaa asfaa!
Fahad: Ghila6tay ib 7agi? Tadreen mn youm darait 3anich itkalmeen RIFEEJI, gimt asawi mithlich! Alahi nafsi ini ma afakir feech! Amshi w akalim banat khalg Alla! ou ohma malhom thanb ib wala shay 9ar baini w bainich! bas shno ohma ely they suffered! Suffered bidalich intay! Intay ily kintay lazim itkouneen mokanhom! mo kil wa7da maskeena al3ab 3alaiha w akhaleeha it7ibni w akhir shay agi6ha wala chinha shay!
Farah: Fahad bas 7ata inta ghila6t! Kila 7agirni w mo m3abernii !
Fahad: Al7een ana elghal6an? mo chethy?
Farah: La2!
Fahad: wil7al?
Farah: Ena we start over!
Fahad: magdar aridich la2ani a7ibich!
Farah: wana ba3ad a7ibik!

Farah and Fahad are back together. They loved eachother but both of them had their way of trying to forget eachother which is dating others right after what happened between them. And finally they're back.

Fahad: laish daga mn rqam Fajer?
Farah: la2ana khalat mobilha bsayarty w khathat mobily!
Fahad: Aha, entay wain mwadyat.ha?
Farah: Fahad we said we'll start over!
Fahad: Allah yastiirrr:p, elmohem yallah khala9 al7een ihya wain?
Farah: Raa7at wiya Abdulrahman!
Fahad: yallah okay! wentay wainich?
Farah: tawni wa9la elbait, abadil w adig 3alaik!

FAJER:

Fajer: iiifff
Hamani: Shfeech?
Fajer: Farah is using my phone!

Hamani ma 3jiba, 6ala3ha chan ilif wayha!

Fajer: Shfeek?
Hamani: Farah wayid mzawdat.ha w kil shay ib rasich intay tadreen?
Fajer: Eee adrii, bas she's my cousin!

Hamani kept quiet he didn't want to open Farah's subject. He didn't like her at all. And he didn't like the idea of Fajer hanging out with her. But he can't say a thing cause shes Fajer's cousin.

Then Farah's phone rang it was Fajer. Which is Farah daga 3ala Fajer:p

Fajer: Aloo!
Farah: hey, sorry mobilich mm tyeen takhtheena?
Fajer: awal shay kintay t7acheen mno?
Farah: Fahad!
Fajer: Fahad? Are you sure?
Farah: ee ee i'm sure! And now i know that Khalid is not my guy and its Fahad all along! I loved him since I first laid my eyes on him. Bas shinsawi! Bas Il7amdila we're back!
Fajer: Okay! Thats much better than Khalid !
Farah: I know! I want my phone!!:)
Fajer: Shtabeen ma ra7 ayi baitkom hal 7aza! Entay ta3alay ikhtheeh!
Farah: Laa, ya3ni ana a6la3!
Fajer: Khala9 bachir akhtha:D
Farah: LAAAAAA, abi mobily!
Fajer: okay bye!

Hamani parked at Fajer's house.

Hamani: abi akalmich wain adig 3alaich?
Fajer: umm, al7een ana barou7 bait Farah akhith my phone!
Hamani: LA2!
Fajer: shno?
Hamani: laa? w kintay nawya trou7een bedoun la tgouleeli! ma chny tawni m7acheech!
Fajer: Laa kint bagoulikk walla!
Hamani: Enzain matrou7een, khala9 bachir ikhtheeh!

Fajer: Laaaaa !!
Hamani: 3ayal rikbay enrou7 enyeba!
Fajer: Hamani, shda3wa? mo lazim arou7 brou7ii!
Hamani: ma ra7 trou7een brou7ich shloun?
Fajer: IIFF! Okay! Bas ana bsayarti w enta bsyartik!
Hamani: Ifff ha? yallaa imshay gablii !
Fajer: hehe, okayy!!! :D

And she ran to her car and drove off.

They got to Farah's house. Farah got out and waved at Hamani. He didn't wave back. (maskeena:p) She gave Fajer her phone.

Farah: magdar 3al nafsiya!
Fajer: 7imday rabich 3ogob ely 9ar bas:p
Farah: wiya wayha ba3ad i waved ou he didn't wave back:p
Fajer: a7san!:p

and Fajer drove off. But Farah went to Hamani's car and knocked on his window.

Hamani: Khair?
Farah: I know you hate me, but I'm sorry! w bas!:D
Hamani: 3ashan Fajer walla!! Asafich maqbool:D
Farah: Ma tikrahni now?:D
Hamani: lilasaf ya3ni lail7een akrihich:p, bas agdar abli3ich shway!
Farah: Good:P!

Hamani drove off and caught up with Fajer.

Hamani was amazing, 7ada msami7 and he gets girls.
Hamani and Fajer got home. Each of them got in and Fajer took a long hot shower. After that she called Hamani.

HAMANI:

Hamani: Hala mno ma3ay?
..: Ana?
Hamani: eee entay mno?
..: Umm, tegdar tgoul fa3ilat khair!

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Saturday, July 17, 2010

is it you? 23

You guys 3endi so2al:p, 7ag el labels shloun a7i6hom?:$

la7athtaw ma a3arif i use blogger, bas new post w publish hatha ily fal7a feeh:p, w kel shway yaya abi ahib ib a new template w elaw3oun elchabd:p

MNO YIN9A7NI IB RIJEEM? 9IJ ITHA3IF!!! ANYONE?! OKAY!:P

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Hamani: awal shay, enta lat7acheeha chethy la awareeek al7een shloun!
( waaaaaaaaaaaaay zouqaaa:p, shloun dafa3 3anha 3ijabni il9ara7a:p!)

Fajer went to Hamani's car. She was about to get in..

Hamani: int ougaf ihnii, al7een ana yay a7acheek!

and he went to Fajer.

Even though he was angry at her, he couldn't see her this way. He couldn't stand there and see Faisal staring at Fajer like that.

Hamani: 7abebti, shsawalich?!
Fajer: Hamani, walla walla ohwa gali chethy takhayal! w ana kint yaya abi agoolik walla ana ma akhish 3alaik shay! w ana lo msawya shay chan sikat bas ana ma sawait shay bas yait wiya Farah walla! w hatha Faisal ohwa ily iyee w igouli chethy walla ana mali shighel feeh! yay yabi ihadidni shiftaa walla Hamani!
Hamani: khala9 latkhafeen al7een ana atfaham wiya!

Fajer: 3ogob kel ely sawaita, lail7een he cares! Lail7een he calls me 7abebti! lail7een edafi3 3ani! I don't deserve him! He deserves better than this! laish chethy sawait feeh! He doesn't deserve what I did to him! Khara3ta w khalaita i3a9ib ! 7abeeebiiiiiiii :(


Hamani went back to Faisal.

Hamani: F9ail isma3ni ana a3arif sowalfik 3adil tamshi wit5ari3 ilbanat, w 3ala il3ishra ily baina ma ra7 a3a9ib 3alaik w akhali bnaya tkharib baina!
Faisal: la 7abeebi enta, t9adig 3ad 3araft tnagi.. ji..
Hamani didn't let him finish until BOX 3ala wayha!:P

Faisal fell on the ground. With blood all over his face. (qawi Hamani:p)

That was when Farah and Khalid came. (9aba7 elkhair:p lol shfeeni wayid ga3da asoulif:p.)

Faisal got off the ground and was about to hit Hamani back but Khalid held him back.

Hamani: isma3ni yal 7aywan!! shouf shbi9eer feek en garabt yamhaa!! FAHIM?!

Faisal couldn't do anything he was a chicken:p. Ma gidar isawi shay!

Hamani looked at Farah. and gave her this death stare.

Farah: HE OFFICIALLY HATES ME :) ( you think?:P)

Khalid didn't move an inch just gave Farah a look. Khald and Faisal got into their car and left Farah.

Farah: And I thought that he was different! 7mar!

After all of this, she knew that all of the guys are the same. She felt sorry for Fajer. She got her into this and she can't do a thing to make things better. Then she left leaving Fajer with Hamani.

Hamani went back to his car and Fajer was still there.
He got in and turned to her way and Fajer was looking at her lap.


*HERE COMES THE BEST PART!*

Hamani: *sigh* tyeen wiyay, wila aridich elbait?
Fajer: kaifik
Hamani: FAJER , goulay wain betro7een?
Fajer: w.. wiya.. kk!

Fajer: AL7een 9irt Fajer!!! ma ra7 isami7nii !! he won't! shasawiii!! a7iba wallaa a7iba bas i had to do it for Farah! shasawii !!! ta3aabbtt magdaaarr!! mn meta ana a7ad chethy esawi feeeniii!!

Hamani: ana mn meta wa7da chethy tel3ab feeni?! la3ba ba39aabi taalfatni!! 6agait f9ail 3ashanha! aahhh ya Fajer lo tadreen eb ghalatich! madri laish hal bnaya mo 7asa! ana madri shsawait feeha 3ashan astahal chethy! 6aali3 shakilha! bas ihya ma sawat shay kanat tabi tgouli ya3ni! w ihya dazatli msg!

There was silence. Neither of them talked. Fajer turned to Hamani's way.

Haaa 7abeebiii? Mo 3ala ba3thak a7isaakk!
Haa 7abeebii? Kha6iry la ti2thy nafsak!
Mn za3alak? Intaaa !!
Mni tez3al?!
Lak wallaa az3al eldenya kolha wala makrooh emisak 7abeebii;***

Fajer: Ha.. m.. aanii
Hamani: hmm
Fajer: ana asfaa, wallaa asfaa! adri inta ma tistahalnii walla il3atheem Hamani! Ma tadri shkobir ghalatik 3indi w ana walla ma ri7t sawait shay bas ga3adt w a9lan matkalamt wala lafait wayhi 3ala Faisal! Walla w i was planning ini agoulik kil shay! bas ana sawait chethy 3ashan Farah! galatli ina itha ri7t wiyaha walla she won't date guys w chethy ghair hatha! wallla kint abi ma9la7at'ha bas matwaqa3t ini i would lose you Allaa ykhaleek la tiz3al mnii!!
Hamani: wana agdar az3al mnich, w mno gal ina you're gonna lose me?

A smiled formed on Fajer's face. But Hamani was looking at the crowded street.

Ibtisim hadi a39abak, khali rasak bain edaya!

Hamani parked at this spot. He pushed his seat back and layed down. he put his hand over his head.

Fajer: Hamani!

He ignored her.

Khith bousat 9ili7 mni kaafi tidalal 3alaayaa!!

And she bent down and kissed his cheek.
She waited but there was no response. He was still laying there with no move at all.

Tdalal 3alaya tdalal itdalal 3alayaa
ya hibat rabi mn elsama wajmal hadiyaa;**

She bent down once again and kissed him on his other cheek.

Hamani: Btithba7ni hal bnaya!!

He moved his hand away from his eyes.

He got up.

Raaa7 lil3ashra a3idlaaakk
waa7idd
3ashraaa

shouf ta3aal bousni kam mara abousakk, 7abeebiii;***

And kissed both of her cheeks. Fajer MELTED LITERALLY MELTED !

She felt guilty. After all of what she did, he is still there for her. Still having place for her in his heart. She doesn't know that she has all of his heart. She couldn't believe that he just kissed her. Which means that he's not mad at her anymore. She was happy. Over the top happy!!

And a tear escaped her eye.

Etha mashi6lak 7abeebi wamsa7 dmou3ak bedaya
aah mnak mn jamalak
7ata dam3atk jathibiyyaaaa;**

Hamani: afaaaaaa laish?!

He moved next to her and kissed her tear.

Fajer: Hamani! I .. I don't .. de..serve you shouf 3ogob kel ely sawaita and you're still treating me the same! even the same!


He looked at her and smiled. He held her hand and kissed it.

Hamani: mabi asmi3ich itgouleen chethy mara thanya! enta ma sawaitay shay! Khala9 ana bas 3a9abt ma 9ar shay! Wala china shay 9arr ! Insayy!

Tdalal 3alaya tdalal 3alaya
ya hibat rabi mn elsama wajmal hadiyaa;**

She got close to him and hugged him like there was no tomorrow. He hugged her back. He crushed her into his chest. He loved her scent. He loved everything about her. She looked beautiful even when she was crying.

Then they let go. They both didn't want the hug to end.

Hamani: 7abeebti sim3eeni etha t7ibeeni mara thanya matrou7een mokan ela wentay gaylatli! khara3teeni yait mn elshalaih adawrich 3aabali 9aar feech shay!
Fajer: Sorry, i won't do it again;**
Hamani: akeed?

She nodded.

Hamani: 7alaaat;hom walllllaaaa;****

and he kissed her once again.

Fajer blushed. He was amazing. Perfect. He had what she wanted. Every girl on earth wanted a man like him. He understands that girls have to do things sometimes which really don't have a meaning.


He cared for Fajer, alot! He didn't want to lose her. Fajer loved him too and she wouldn't imagine her life without him.

They sat there staring into eachothers eyes.

Hamani: mara thanya ma talbiseen chethy w ti6li3een!
Fajer: laish?
Hamani: mabi ashouf a7ad ikhizich!
Fajer: shfee hdoumii
Hamani: mo hdoumich, kil shay feech! ana agoulich gi3day belbait la ti6li3een!


They joked around and laughed.


Fajer: 7abeebi?
Hamani: 3youna?
Fajer: mo za3lan 3alay?
Hamani: ana bagoulich il9ara7a, za3al la mo za3lan! bas 7az ib kha6rii!
Fajer: ahha, ashwa!
Hamani: afa ashwa ina 7aaz ib kha6rii??
Fajer: laaaaa, i mean ya3ni mo za3lan!
Hamani: 3ad agoul 7ag Raimi w Rosie hal mara entay mza3latnii
Fajer: Laa Allaa ykhaleek la:p yaninouniii !!
Hamani: 3ayal ana shagoull?!:p

Raimi called Hamani.

Hamani: Lo yaybeen 6aari a7ad san3 a7san!

and he answered while putting it on speaker.

Hamani: ha raimi!
Raimi: HAMANI! look what time now, Pajer no come house! why?!
Hamani: Raimi yal khibla ana shdaranii !
Raimi: Rosie crying!! tsk tsk! Where Pajer i know shes wid uuu!!
Hamani: okay, i will let her call Rosie now! bas siktay yal 7ana!
Raimi: what siktay siktay?!
Hamani: rou7ay bas rou7ay!
Raimi: today you come house?
Hamani: Raimi tara entay 7ana!
Raimi: you crazy, i don't know how Pajer like you!

and she hung up.

Fajer: shno hathy malsoona!;p
Hamani: ma shiftay shay:p, yalla khanrid wentay kalmay Rosie!
Fajer: wee khathait mobile Farah belgha6 w khalait mobiley bsayaratha w mobilha fee password!
Hamani: digay mn mobiley..

She called Rosie and Rosie was really crying:p.

Fajer called her number from his mobile too.

He named her "Jouri;*" . Walla katkout hal walad:p

She called her phone

"ilmoshtarik alathy tata9il bih ladaih mokalamaton okhra:p, the person you are calling is connected to another call please try later"

Fajer: InshAlla matdig 3ala wa7iidd mn el9bayan !!!! :/


..
yyallaa 3aad that was VERY long:p
enjoy;))

is it you? 22

It was Faisal.
(I know you hate him bas mo beedi:p)

Fajer didn't dare open the window. She looked at him clueless.
She could hear him behind the window.

Faisal: Fajer ba6lay, bakalmich shway! bas bagoulich shay wa7idd.

While he was trying to convince her to open the window her phone rang. It was Hamani.

She hesitated. What should she do? Answer Hamani? But hell he'll kill her! Open the window? No, Hamani will hear Faisal.

Fajer: FAJER SHITSAWEEEN AL7EEEEEEN !!!!!

Fajer cursed the whole day. She hated herself right now. She wasn't the girl that she wanted to be.

But she put herself back up again..

To: A
I'll call you later, mala da3i alf mara itdig!

And she put her phone down.

She forgot that Faisal was still there. She opened the window. GUESS SHNO GALAHA?!

Faisal: Tadreen ena Hmayen is a friend of mine?

Fajer was shocked. She looked at him with teary eyes.

Faisal: tara 7arakatich hathi kilish mo shay! w ana wa7id ma artha 3ala Hmayen! Fahma?
Fajer: Okay? Al7een shtabi?
Faisal: A36eech raqmi witkalmeeni qa9ban 3alaich, wila kil hal 7achi byou9al 7ag Hmayen!
Fajer: ya3ni tahdeed?

Fajer wasn't scared, at all. In the end she'll get killed by Hamani whether he told him or not. She didn't plan on keeping what happened away from Hamani. She wanted to tell him the truth and nothing but the truth.

Faisal: Ikhtheeha mithel ma tabeen!
Fajer: 3ayal etha mat3arif raqma ana a36eek iyah!

She looked at him and waited for a response. But he was shocked with her reaction. He thought that she was like any other girl. She would get scared and take his number, call him up, and date him. He loved how the girls feared him. But Fajer, she was different. She showed him that he didn't have power on her.

She closed the window.

Faisal: oooffff !! Hmayen wain 9ayid.ha hathii ! ashouf emout 3alaiha! mazyouna w la matkhaaff ! hathi shloun etgouli chethy w la ana sikat ma gidart at7acha! Fajer entay ely abeeha!!

She looked at her phone and she already has 10 missed calls from Hamani which is nothing compared to the last missed calls. She looked at his 5 messages. They were all convincing her to answer him for he is still not angry at her.

Ay ma3aza, wenta khalait feeha shay?
Ay ma3aza, ely badait elghair 3alay?

Hamani called again. So she answered.

He was calm.

Hamani: Wainich?
Fajer: laish?
Hamani: bayi akhthich
Fajer: okay awal shay gouly, mno Faisal? How does he know eni akalmik?
Hamani: la faisal wala 3amaaat 3ain! latig3ideen it'6ay3eenli ilmawthou3 WAINICH?!
Fajer: laiman arid elbait akalmik!
Hamani: akhir mara wainich?

elma3aza thaa3at, tha3aat
wishbiga ya rou7i?
khalni sakit sakit la tanbish jrou7i la la..

She told him where she was and five minutes later he was there. He came to the car and she opened the window.

Fajer saw him for the first time this way. He was livid. Fajer didn't dare to look him in the eye.

Hamani: nizlay w ta3alay wiyay!
Fajer: la ba3dain ayeelik

She was lost once again. She wasn't the strong one. She was helpless infront of Hamani. He was so angry she couldn't believe that he could be this way. He was always taking things wisely but this time no, he'll deal with it in another way. Cause this time it relates with Fajer. His first love. The one that he truly loved.

Hamani: nizlay

He opened the door for her, while rubbing his head.

Fajer got down and here comes Faisal.

Faisal: Hmayen shlounik?

Hamani turned around and knew that Fajer was talking about this Faisal.

Hamani: hallaa habeebi, bkhair enta shlounik?
Faisal: Wallaa tamam, zain shifnaak
Hamani: ee enta ga6i3 matyeena!

Fajer was standing next to Hamani.

Faisal: ela ma 3araftna?
Fajer: tsawi nafsik ma tadri mno ana?!

Hamani turned to Fajer with a confused look.

Fajer: hamani, tadri hatha shegouliii?? egoullii etha ma khathaitay raqmi w kalamteeni agoul 7ag Hmayen enich kintay hnii.. (chinha yahil:p)
Faisal: awal mara ashoufich, w yaya t2alfeen? 9a7ya entay?

Who is he going to believe?

3alamni elwakt, 3alamnii
a3bar foug jar7i watibasam
w ebn adam lo ma 3ethraata ma ta3alam
lo t9eer dmou3ik nahar jaanii
ma taraja3 3an qaraarrii
bogat kelma? goulha w bas
ana elyoom ghair elams
elma3aaza tha3aat thaa3at wishboga ya rou7i
khalni sakit sakit, la tanbish jrou7iii la laaa !


...
Long don't you think?;p

Friday, July 16, 2010

is it you? 21

Even though its short, elmohem ena ako post;*

Enjoyy;)

.....

To: A
Hamani, please sami7ni 3ala ily ga3da asaweh, bas you trust me right?;*

He kept calling and calling, but she left her phone in the car and went to the coffee shop with Farah.

Faisal was giving her all the stares you can think of.
He would try to talk but Fajer wouldn't look at him.

Fajer didn't say a word the whole hour they were sitting there. Then Farah's phone rang and it was Fahad.

She couldn't pick it up cause Khalid was sitting next to her. So, she handed it to Fajer.

Farah: 7agich!

Fajer knew that Hamani was looking for her. So, she got up and answered.

Before she could say a word.

Hamani: FARAH WAIN MWADYA FAJER? ... a7acheeech !!! MATRIDEEN!!

Fajer couldn't reply. He was so angry. He was furious. She didn't dare say a word.

She started breathing heavily.

Hamani: fajer?

He knew it was her.

Hamani: 7abebti wainich entay?

She was quiet.

Hamani: latkhaleeni a3a9b akthar ! WAINICH!?

She hung up.

He kept calling and calling.

Fajer excused herself and sat in the car.

Fajer: ana shfeenii? shga3da asawi?! ana mn meta chethy? mn meta a6la3 wiya 9bayan? mn meta wa7id chethy ghareeb e9ari5 3alay? mn meta i'm weak infront of a guy? why did i do this to hamani! he's furious al7een shbisawi feeni!! kela mn farah! bas shes my cousin! i cant choose hamani over her..!! omg! but shes doing something wrong, even though hamani is wrong too!! ugh! i don't know what to do !!!!

Fajer sat there in the car with thousands of thoughts in her head. She couldn't believe what she was going through.

While she was in the car, she heard a knock on her window! Guess who?

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Come back!

G,
I thought that you would


want me back.


But it turned out that you replaced


me.


I did you wrong I know, but everyone


deserves another chance.


Don't you think?


I promised that if we meet again, I won't let you go.


But you were gone by a second.


I know, I'm sorry for not believing in you at first.


But how can I live when all I do is think of you?


Not a day passes by without me thinking of you.


Or without trying to get a hold


of you.


I want you. Thats all I know.


But do you want me?


Do you think of me as much


as I think of you?


Do you know that I'm still alive and hoping for


a day with you?


Do you love me the way I love you?

Baby, don't you know that I love you ?
Please come back!
-S.


....

You guys I'm not feeling well and I sort of messed up! :[

Also, I'll be travelling next week and I have no idea when I'll be back. But I'll try my best

to post. You know that whenever I have time I'll post.:*

I love you guys:*

is it you? 20

This is a post;*


I don't think theres a post tomorrow:( bas I'll try my best;*


Enjoy;)


...

Fajer wore this. (3ad entaw ta5ayilaw the dress is longer:p ana a3arif Fajer 3adil 5osh bnaya:p ma ti6la3 chethy!)

And Fajer had her hair down in big curls.

Ps. She looked a7la mn hathy ely bil pic:p hathy china mo 7ilwa?:p bas libs'ha 3ijabni!:P

Fajer didn't know where they were going. She looked at herself and she wasn't wearing a lot and wasn't wearing a little. It was between the two, so it was good to go anywhere.
Farah picked her up.

Fajer: wain ray7een?
Farah: tara its only you and me, they're not coming. (Ghalia and Dana)
Fajer: Oh okay! Wain benrou7?
Farah: madri wain tabeen?

Then her phone rang.

Farah: Aloo, ahlaiin! Bkhair Allla ysalmik! La 6al3a wiya Fajoura! o 9ij wainkom? bas i don't think bya3jib Fajer! 5la9 ana akalimha! okay bye!

Fajer: who was that and tkalmeeni 7ag shno?
Farah: that was Khalid and he wants us to meet up with him and you know, Faisal!
Fajer: You know my answer!
Farah: YES?!
Fajer: NO!
Farah: Fajoura 7abeebti Alla y5aleech, walla I like Khalid! I like him a lot! Lat5aleeni I lose him. Pleaase!
Fajer: You like him? w kil shway from guy to guy? No way! Farooh magdar a5aleech chethy may9eer, you're my cousin w ma ar'9a 3alaich!
Farah: I promise you bas Khalid and only Khalid.
Fajer: LA! w Shfee Fahad! He's a great guy walla wayid mo2adab w mo7taram!
Farah: FAJER ! I have to live with it, Fahad doesn't love me! Yil3ab 3alay !
Fajer: eee mithel ma entay tel3ibeen 3alaih! May9eer chethy walla I love you thats why ma ar'9a 3ala ily entay itsaweena !
Farah: Pleaseee Fajouraa!!!!!! Wallaaa Khalid is an amazing guy! He makes me so happy! PLEASE PLEASE!
Fajer: I can't! I'm sorry ! Wala ra7 a5aleech entay trou7een!
Farah: FAJER ! PLEASE ! Ga3da atrajaach!
Fajer: No, Farah! Lat7awleen!
Farah: Ee you just like Fahad! LA2ANA ohwa rifeej abdulrahman! bas may9eer chethy lazim you give Khalid a chance to show you how great he is! Walla he's amazing.
Fajer could see that Farah is really interested in Khalid. But she couldn't let her go with him. She also wouldn't go with her because Faisal was with him. She didn't want him to think that she agrees to be his. She also doesn't want to go because that will count as betraying hamani.
Farah: Fajer, what do you say?
Fajer: no!
Farah: Fajer walla I promise you! Ma akalim ghair Khalid Walla!
Fajer wanted Farah to stay on one guy. She hated how Farah thought of herself. She didn't want her cousin to turn out this way. She wanted her to respect herself. Not moving from one guy to another.
Farah arrived at the coffee shop they were meeting in. There was Khalid and Faisal sitting at the table outside. Fajer and Farah could see them from afar.
Farah looked at Fajer.
Farah: Please? 3ashani? And I promise you no more guys!
Fajer: I can't come Faisal is here!
Farah: I told him that you're in a relationship and you can't talk to him, so he suggested as friends. Walla he won't do anything, if he does seeda namshii!
Fajer recieved a message.
From: A
7abeebti wainich?;*
Fajer: OMG ! Chena 7aas ina i'm doing something wrong!!
....
Shetgoulon? Is she going with Farah?
Itsaweeha Fajer?:p
Lo 3ashan her cousin, tegdar tsawi shay w tadri ina ma ra7 ya3jib Hamani?:p
Goulooli, SHBI9EEER?:D
I love you;*
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