you.

ma rid lil jamra washeelaha ib kafi jara7tiny mara wathinaha takfii
wilnafs laih 3afat KILSHAY tshoufa mur
yakfeeha ma shafat khalni ib 7ayatii 7uurr
laaaa laa marid lil jamraa..
baini w bain nafsi 9a3ba 3alay arja3
shift elwifa mansi wil6eeba matinfaa33
3a6aitik galb ma7din sikan nabtha
wkil hal 7ob ma7aitaa fee la7thaa!!
kint ib ba7ar 3ainii
w ahdaabi lik marsa
shay inkisar feeni w mn el9a3ib ansa
khada3tny inttt
jarni ilwalah 9oubiiik
w tali ilwakttt 3araft ana 3youbiik!!

ILNAFS LAIH 3AFAAAT KIL SHAY TSHOUFAA MURR !!!

Who are you to judge me?
To tell me what I can and what I cannot do?
Do you know who you are?
You are the one that left me when I needed you.
You left me when I was all alone.
You left me when I was young.
You left me when I was lost.
I had no one by my side.
I went through everything all alone.
And now you come and judge me.
Tell me that I can't do it?
You think it was easy all by my self?
Do you know what it means when you lose someone?
Do you know how I felt?
Have you ever asked yourself what have I gave her?
and NO ! Not money! I never said you didn't give me any.
I never said that I wasn't spoilt.
I know that always got what I want.
But just one thing that I would always pray for from the bottom of my heart and I never got.
You know what?
Your love.

ihee elayaaam, ihee elayaam
itray7ik tinsaani, tibti3id 3anii
ihee el ayam, ihee elayamm
t3athbik, tijeenii w ta3tithir mnii
trou7 w tijeeni int tilgaani mithel ma kint
w 7obi lik matghayra el ayaamm, w ihee elayaam
ya mur elayaaam, w 7ubik amar mnha
w 3oodik awhaam is'alni bas 3anha
9a3ba ti7ib insaan wyitjahilik taali
w lw beedi elnisyan ma kan tha 7alii....

Will you ever think about me?
Will you ever say that you're sorry?
Will you ever change?
Will you love me the way you love them?
Will you treat the way you treat them?
I always knew that you aren't this good.
You always talk, saying you have the perfect life, family, and like everything is moving perfectly but do you know who lives in that house?
I do.
Do you know who I am?
I am the one who stood by your side.
I am the one that helped you out all along.
I am the one that would never leave you when you needed me.
I am the one who would stay up all night just to make sure that you're alright.
I am the one that cried when I saw you in pain.
I am the one that would never leave.
I am the one that listened to you, even if it was something silly.
I am the one that would comfort you.
That's me.
And what do I get?
Nothing.
You just break my heart.
You leave me like this, as if you never did me wrong.
And now you're talking to me as if i misunderstood you.
No, I didn't.
I knew exactly what you said.
I understand it completely.
I understand you very well.
I also know you very well.
When you're angry and you say something.
That is really what you mean,
It came straight from your heart.

And do you know me?
Ofcourse not!
You don't even know when I'm sad or happy.
You don't know what my dislikes and likes are.
But, I want to tell you one of my dislikes:
YOU!
What can I say more?
I never want to admit that Iloveyou.