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And She Calls This Living.. 7

NEXT DAY:



RING RING RING..



Joud looked at her screen, smiled, and picked it up.



Joud:helllo

Sager:7abeeebtii



Joud had butterflies in her stomach.



Joud:mm, heyy

Sager:asif asif walla 3abaly Fay

Joud:m, la 3adi its ok..

Sager:yalah ma3a elsalam

Joud:bye



Joud felt dissapointed.

She dosen't have the right to feel down because she has nothing to do with him!



Joud wanted to get things straight with Fay so she called her.



Fay:alo?

Joud:heyy

Fay:baghaitay shay?

Joud:mm, why are you talking to me ib hal nafsiya?

Fay:wow, now you remember that you have a friend in your life? you prefer running around after this bastard that dosen't even care about you than calling your friend and apologizing?

Joud:whatever.. yizay daga 3alaich and i want to make things straight.

Fay:straighten up what? Straighten your reputation before straightening up anything else!!

Joud:i always knew that you werent a real friend, well i also thought that you were my sister and you were the one that was going to stay by my side!

Fay:thats so sad..

Joud:wow tara kilish mo mihtamatlich ! i don't care what people say! and jelousy kills right?

Fay:haaaaaaaaaahhaaaa, you made me laugh, jelous of what you? don't make me start..



and Joud hung up.



"haha, ok Fay! benshouuuuuuufff;)"





SAGER:



Calling F.



Fay:aloooo *sniff*

Sager:shfeeech?

Fay:i had a fight with Joud*gasp*

Sager:laaaaa laish?

Fay:madri madrii

Sager:yalah kal 3ada akhir shay entaw khawat bitridounn inshallah

Fay:inshallahh

Sager:yallahh ana akhaleech terta7ain

Fay:okkk, bye

Sager:byye



"ahahhaa, walla w fethalik eljaw ya Sagoooorrr!!!"

And She Calls This Living.. 6

Dedicated to all you lovelies out there:**********





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Sager, Fay's boyfriend.



Sager: aloo..
Joud:Sager!! *and she started crying*
Sager:Joud.. Joudd... shfeech?
Joud: ana.. *sniff* ana ib ..


and she told him where she is.

Five minutes later he came to her, he found her in her car, crying silently.

Sager: Joud, shfeech?
Joud:shift Turki.. mitzawij*sniff*
Sager: sawalich shay? 3awirach? shsawa feech bas gouleeli w ana awareeh !

Joud: la la .. bas mitzawij wa7da may9eerrr ... *gasp* .. 7araaam !

Sager didn't know what Joud was talking aboutt.. They went and sat 3al ba7ar.

Sager:mm, tabeeni anadeelich Fay?
Joud: LAA LA !!
Sager: ok ok !

Sager didn't know about what happened between Joud and Fay. Fay didn't like telling him about Joud. She thought "Joud 6ay7a mn 3ain Sager fee ma feeh elkefaya" , even though she was her best friend. She didn't want him to know that Joud was dragging herself back to Turki.

Joud felt lonely and hated. So, she closed the gap between her and Sager and hugged him. She knew what she was doing was wrong. He also knew what he was doing was wrong but he liked it. He hugged her tighter.

"Ana shga3id asawii! bas 7aram maskeena takser elkha6ir! kafi ily imsaweeh feeha Turki! Ooooff! hatha el khibil ana mo geltla yhadi shway 3alaiha bas ma yifhamni kila rayi7 bel bint! al7een 9adita ina imsawi kil hatha! oooofff ! la w chakita mitzawiij ! baiiih al7een shil 7al"

He knew everything, better than Joud and Fay!

Yes, what you just read is true! Sager knew Turki very well, very very well, infact they're cousins!

"Shga3da asawii!! fay is my best friend and she loves Sager! bas khatwalii its not my fault she dosent take care of him!"

They stayed in eachothers arms for half an hour.

Sager:mm, Joud?
Joud:hmm
Sager:namshi?! china 9ar elwakt mit'akhir!
Joud: ee, abaih sorry i lost track of time!
Sager: la 3adi shda3wa!

She looked into his eyes and she felt home. Although she dosen't really have a home well she does but no one asks about her anymore! Thats why she's trying to find love from outside!

Joud:ana lazim amshii..


she went off to her car but he followed her...

Sager: Joudd
Joud: halla?
Sager: itha you need anything just call me!
Joud:sure! thanks wayid walla lw mo enta chan al7een...
Sager:shhhshh

and he put his index finger on her lip.

Sager: mabi asmi3ich itgool hal 7achi mara thanya fahma?
Joud:mhmm

Joud was lost in his hazel eyes. She never knew that Sager was this handsome. He was the typical Kuwaiti guy with sharp features. He was so detailed. And what she really recognized was that he had a dimple on his left cheek.

Sager smiled in comfort.

He followed her until he knew that she was safe enough and went home.



Fay? You can say she was the bossy type of girl. She wanted Sager to keep his time only for her. But hes a guy and he wants to have fun! They had a lot of trouble lately! Sager trying to runaway by getting closer to Joud?

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That was long:p
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HOPE. 3

Lulu knew what he meant because thats what they told her when her grandmother passed away. Even though Lulu was so young she was strong. She got that from her father. She looked at the sky with teary eyes ..

Lulu: Allah yer7imik baba!

You may think that she's so young for these things but she was bright. She knew everything about life. She was the little girl that you can depend on. If her mother left Khalid with her she would take good care of him even though he annoys her, she knows that at the end he's her brother.

When her uncle heard her say that he cried. He couldn't help but cry. She looked at him with eyes full of tears and hugged him. She always knew that even though hes a man he still has feelings.
Fahad was a good friend of Hamad, they knew eachother before Shaikha, Lulu's mother, and Fahad get married.

Lulu cried on her uncle's lap and fell asleep. Hamad took her to her room and stayed a little then went to the women downstairs.

Fahad was loved by everyone, he was kind, sweet, and honest. He never had enemies. That was why he was Lulu's role model.

Lulu woke up when she heard the prayers. She cried once again, ma kanat tabi tabchi cause she wanted to be strong. Tuwathat and prayed. Again, you make think she's small but she did this, thats what she learned from the best, her father.

She finished her praying. w Da3at 7ag her father.

6 YEARS LATER:

Lulu: اللهــم يا رحمــن يا رحيـــم يا واســع الغــفران اغفــرلـوالـدي فــهد وارحمـه وعافـه واعف عنه واكــرم نزلـه ووسـع مدخلـه واغسلـه بالمـاء والثلـج والبـرد ونقـه من الذنـوب والخطـايا كما ينقـى الثــوب الابيــض من الدنـس

Lulu never forgot her father, she would pray for him every night! She never celebrated her birthday all those years.

Lulu was only 15 but she was mature, she learned alot from her father. She was glad that she knew her father and she would always thank Allahh for what she has. Lulu kanat tadri ina mahma Allah khatha mnha el shay ely t7iba bya36eeha rabha shay a7san mna.

Lulu had her fathers face they were copy, paste each other. He was everything to her. People would say that their mom was their best friend but to Lulu her father was her best friend. She was small when he was with her but still she was so close to her...

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And She Calls This Living.. 5

Raghad:bas shno?!

"Making up that i'm pregnant is a big thing, then what will happen?! whos my husband? if i was that kind of girl thats pregnant with no husband i don't think that she'll be my friend..!!! ugghhh what to do!!"

Joud:but i'm still not sure, ma ri7t el6abeeb..

"ughhh that dosen't make a difference!!! i'm still not married how would i be pregnant!!"

Joud: hehehe, you know what? i have no idea what i'm talking about!

"what the hell am i doing!!!"

Raghad had this weird look on her face, she was puzzled.

Raghad:now you're pregnant ?
Joud:hehe, no!
Raghad:ohh, mm then whats wrong?!
Joud:you know i have my period.. *smile*
Raghad:ohh ok.. eeee e 3endi those pills minutes and you wont feel a thing and lucky you i have them in my bag..

Raghad handed Joud the pills and called the waitor for water.

Raghad:weee wain ra7 Turki! *talking to herself*, ehehe Turki is my husband you have to meet him..

Raghad's mistake! Husband meeting a stranger? *ps.never do that:p*

She called Turki but his phone was off.

Raghad: waiinn raa7, digeega w aridlich..

and she went out to get Turki.

"isn't she sweet??? JOUD! what are you talking about she took your husband! what husband? ughhh what am i saying!! but how is she happily married and Turki treated me badly?!"

Raghad came back with Turki.

Raghad:weeh nesaitt ma sa'altich shismich?!
Joud:Joud, Joud Al-Flani.
Raghad:tsharafna ana Raghad Al-Flani and this is my husband Turki Al-Flani

"HE LIED ABOUT HIS FAMILY NAME!!"

Joud:hii, nice to meet you!

and they shook hands. Turki was quiet the whole time.

At that point Joud felt nothing towards Turki. He was like a stranger to her. She regrets what she did ! she felt so sorry for Raghad! She thought that Raghad deserved better than Turki.

After that Joud excused herself..

Joud:yalah 3ayal ma3a elsalama, it was nice meeting you ! and thanks raghad alot!
Raghad: 7abeebti shda3wa ma sawaina shay, it was nice meeting you too. ma3a elsalama..

before Joud leaves..

Raghad:eee joud cham raqmich? walla 7adi stanast 3alaich. we have to go out sometime!

Joud turned to Turki and he was looking at Raghad. He didn't want her to have contact with Joud because she was nothing but trouble. and as in trouble only to Turki!

Joud gave her her number and went off!
She cried all the way home but she didn't know why.
She wanted Turki to leave her alone and he did, then she wants him back again, when she can get him back she dosen't want him anymore, and then she knows his wife, that wasn't a good thing was it?
She thought of it again and it turned out that nothing made sense! Nothing!

She was so weak, that she had no one by her side. Even Fay!! She picked up her phone and called ....


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HOPE. 2

Lulu didn't even bother opening her presents, but her little brother, Khalid, did.
Khalid was the typical annoying little brother, with all the attention. He was only 4 at that time.


When they got hom she ran to the phone and called her father's number but there was no answer. She called and called but no one answered.


She ran to her mother...



Lulu: mama mama... baaba is not answering *with teary eyes*
Mama: he will answer soon .. *as she was playing around with Khalid*
Lulu: MAMAAAAA !
Mama: shfeechh?
Lulu: wain baba?! LAISH MA YRIIIDD?

Her mother ignored her and continued playing with Khalid.

After awhile, her mother got a phone call.

Mama:SHLOUN?! MITA?

and it was black.
























The women's 3aza was at Lulu's house and the men's was at her grandmother's. It was Faisal, Lulu's father, he passed away.


Lulu was upstairs watching tv. She knew nothing about what was going on down there.



Lulu: KHHAALII 7AMAADDDD !! *she ran and hugged him*
Uncle Hamad: Hallaaa ib luluuuuuuuuu !!



Uncle Hamad's eyes were full of sadness, he couldn't help looking at Lulu.
She was so young, her mother was still young and even Khalid.
But he knew that Lulu was the only one that would never forget her father, he was everything to her.

He was the one that he looked up for him, he was the one that never said no to her, he played with her, he took her to his workplace, and when she's sad he would make her smile by just looking at her.



Lulu: khaalii, wain baba and mama?
Uncle Hamad: mama is downstairs and you know where's baba?
Lulu: where?



He carried her and went to the window, he pointed at the sky.


Uncle Hamad: there, 3ind Allah.

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HOPE. 1

I'll still continue 'And She Calls This Living', but i'm gonna write this story mn zeman ib baly. And this is just the beginning.


......

It was Lulu's 9th birthday..
Friends and family were there to celebrate, they laughed, joked, and had fun. Kids had those wide smiles on their face jumping around and playing. They were living their childhood as the best.

Lulu: mama where is baba?
Mama: luli 7abeebti baba is coming back inshallah, soon..

and she kissed her daughter's cheeks with hope.
Everyone was having a blast, although it was Lulu's day she wasn't having fun she wanted to be in her father's arms.

GERMANY:

Fahad: so doctor how is Faisal?
Doctor: what can i say? he's living on machines!
Fahad: isn't he going to recover anytime soon.
Doctor: well to be honest i don't think so, i think it's better if we would stop the machines and he would die normally..

Fahad looked at the doctor with eyes full of anger.

Fahad: don't ever say that again..

he walked back to faisal's room, as he was about to get in..

Faisal: ash'hadu ana la illah ila allah...............

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP..

KUWAIT:

Mama: yalla 7abeebti blow your candles..
Lulu: PHEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!
Everyone: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY LULUU!!

And She Calls This Living.. 4

Joud would follow Turki everywhere he goes, even when he's with his wife. Turki didn't care what she was doing cause he knows that Joud dosen't want anything from him, just to make his life a living hell.

One day Turki went out with his wife, Raghad.
They came out of the house hand in hand which showed Joud that they're seriously in love. Tears started to form which made her follow them and sit at the table next to them in th restuarant.

1 message to Turki
It should be me!

He saw the message and closed his phone. Joud started to cry once again which made Raghad notice her.

Raghad: 7abeebti shfeech? ti7tajain shay?
Joud: ana .. anaa... *gasp*
Turki: Raghad khaleeha khala9

Turki didn't want Raghad to hear what Joud wanted to say.

Joud: ana.. 7amil!

and she turned to Turki.
Turki's eyes popped out, he didn't expect to hear that, and he walked out of the restuarant.

Raghad: weeee mabrook, ma 3alaih 7ata ana awal shay kint akhaf w akhtiri3 bas 3adi 3adi 7abeebtii wallaa ya 7alaat elyahaal!
Joud: bas.. bas

Joud thought of it for a second. Should she tell Raghad what happened? Should she tell her about Turki? Or keep it to herself? Or maybe be her friend to get closer to Turki?


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SO SHORT!:P a7san mn wala shay 9a7?
I'll post another one later today!
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